Bleeding love is back

I was at home, done my cleaning, and wipe up the mess that been done by my kitten, Combi and Bidi. Dr Nabil give me 3 days MC. Huh...quite long for me...suddenly i get sms from someone....what??

He's back....wow...i'm nervous...don't know how to act...should i call or not...or just let him to call me first...my bleeding love is back...I just cannot let him go and I don't know why and how..Obviously...he's not belong to me....he's belong to someone else....it's being very complicated to me now...I cannot handle myself..all the memories comes in flashback..

For sure he's in happy condition and might be he's missing someone that he left behind...I'm the one who still searching the cure for my pain...I'm really cannot see his face....it would make me broke..He's only can be my best friend here..that's only he can offer me...I cannot give anything to him because he's own almost everything that he wants...it is me who very difficult to accept the situation?? Its hard to change the feeling from being a lover to a best friend. I've try damn hard to do so...It's killing me deeply...

After get a good rest, i went out to Carrefour Deira City Center, i buy cat litter for my kitten and also their food. Thinking that i would spend lots of my MC days, I buy 8 DVDs so that i can watch it...It just a quick shopping. After made the payment, I want to take my lunch where at that time, Clock just turn its time to 3.30pm....

I left my troli at second floor, area for troli keeper because at the Foodcourt area, troli is not allowed to enter. I have my lunch at Vanellis.....fresh italian food....

View of the stalls.......Italiano huh...

Peoples are queuing to buy pizza and pasta...its very nice, you should try when you go here...

They cook the pasta instantly and you can choose what ingredient that you want to have in your pasta...

Looks all delicious to me.....can I put everything sir?? ha ha ha...

And i have Shrimps Spagetti for myself...with coke...

After having my lunch, It's time for me to go back...but the bad things about Deira City Centre is....queuing for taxi.....it's a long queue and wait until you die....

I got my Taxi after queuing about 45 minutes....fortunately there got a railing, if not, I would die standing...huh..

Until next post.....