Increasing of workload..

I wake up early today and I took carlift...Leizl to the office...I reach office around 8.20 am, then i went to star buck to buy white chocolate frapucino with chicken and mushroom pie as my breakfast....I start my pc and received bunch of emails...


Huh....fortunately the presentation for client was good and we're going to proceed to the next stage..Yunus was quite happy when his tower design option was selected by the clients.. I'm checking up the latest drawing done by my draughtman's and comments it. At the same time...replying all related emails to clients and friends..


I'm too busy and I just realize that it was lunch time already...today Khalbi had ordered for me Chicken rice....from kak Julia





As usual...eating with my draughtman's...brothers





Chicken rice Dubai.....



On my way down to the bank to get some cash after taken my lunch... I meet Fuadah..my junior that worked with me......so by Nurul Aini request...this is Fuadah Nazri latest photo for your review..he he..I'm just wondered that she's not gaining weight at all and become skiny and skiny day by day...I did asked her to eat a lots....ha ha ha


After lunch, around 2.30pm....I've meeting withmy design Director, Nizar and all the Design Architect...I was been assign to handle 2 more project which is Bab Al Shams hotel extention and Banyan tree resort...huh....would get the dateline by end of the weeks...surely I would stay at the office again....


After the meeting, I'm finding all the related informatin and sources for both of the project and start doing the basic design proposal...hadie would assist me on Bab Al Shams and Jamel would assist me on Banyan Resort.


I've done my work until 7.00pm...when i want to g back...I just realized that one of my shoe had been hide by someone...It might be Yunus or Kamil...huh...I don't have time to find it then i just went home using my sandal...


I take bus from my office to the Trade center roundabout because it's difficult for me to get taxi..on the way..I'm listening to my iphone...and suddenly song sing by Azie...Pelamin Anganku Musnah appear and....my tears just drop automatically...It's quite hard for me remembering and serching for something that is unreachable and it's hurt...I just been informed that onr of my best friend in Kuala Lumpur...Nurul Aini Ramly had pregnant again for her 3rd child...huh...she got a happy family...and I'm still finding someone that can give his love to me...from the trade center roundabout, I walked to my house for 15 minutes..


I reach home around 7.50 pm...had my bath and as usual I went to DIVA to wash and blow my hair...then I went to Bur Dubai area to visit my friend and give something that I've promises to him earlier..at his home...he was not quite well and had a major headache.. I buy panadol activefast for him...He went to sleep and I want to go back home...On my way..suddenly i feel hungry and want to have my dinner...I went to the Thai kitchen at Musalla tower and suddenly I meet emerzza and erryanti, Nizam, Kak Sharifah balqi and Roseabel having their dinner..I just sit and joined them..



I had my self seafood tomyam, plain rice and omelette...it cost me AED 58...

After the dinner, I take a taxi and went back home....I've call my best friend and talk to him for quite long..I really miss him badly but there's a border between us...I just can't stop myself hitting the line...I still in love with him and I hate that feeling..I wish that I don't have a feeling..live like a robot...


If he read this blog...I just want to say that I'm killing myself for loving him...and I don't know what to do..


Until next post...

My salary on hold because of the stupid timesheet...

I'm quite pissed off with the management when they hold my June salary because I've never update my timesheet...During the time they done the checking, I was hospitalized....and they don't considered that..huh..I hate when the simple things become complicated...


It is regretable when we had worked like hell, stay back everyday and suddenly they just hold the salary because of the stupid timesheet which have to be filled manually...previously in my late office, we just filled our timesheet on our own pc..means that, they had put a program that can know what's you done once you switch on the pc....huh..I'm quite dissapoited...with the small salary and the big workload..I really don't know how long I would be with this firm....


I went home after stayback around 10.00 am in the morning, I sleep for 4 hours and I wake up...I can't sleep long during day time...huh....I just had my bath and went out to cool down myself to Dubai Festival City...


I'm going to buy big cusion to put in my bedroom.....so I went to this outlet in Dubai festival city..



bunch of pillow...

the blue one attract my interest...

its me holding the pillows..

After that, I had sushi as my lunch...

and I'm hungry when I took all of this......

After had my lunch I just go to the Ikea building side to get taxi to go home...on my way..suddenly I was attracted to one of the kiosk....

I'm on my way to find a painting for my room...then accidently..I found this kiosk..and I bought one of the painting...It was a modern art painting showing Dubai Creek and what attract me more...it was pink in colour.....ha ha ha.....I'm also buy the big pillow just now.....pink colour..

Photo painting...

i just went back home and decorate my bedroom...

what's your comment when you see my bedroom in PINK...ha ha ha..i don't bother on you want to say....

I went out again around 7.00 pm..heading to Bur Dubai area..meeting my friend...As usual we had our dinner at Tahera and after that go to his house and formatting his new laptop...While in my friend's house..I got called from my bestfriend and we talked quite long..I'm missing him badly...


Almost 1.00 am, I just excuse myself and went home.....My day was not good in the beginning but quite a happy ending at night...wish that I would always be happy..


Until next post....I love you..

Dateline...stay back again...

Last night after I’m watching the movie….I woke up around 10.30 am…I was fainted and I woke up because the DIVA of the house mumbling early in the morning and come to my bedroom to get his birthday photo that I took with my camera….he’s really son of the bitch…ha ha ha..

Unfortunately, I miss up my appointment with my Dr Nabil….opss..he would be angry with me because I didn’t follow my medication time and schedule….I clean up mess in my room, switch on my DVD with Siti Nurhaliza songs….and sing…hmmm…chatting with my ex officemate from VERITAS..Rodzanee…miss that cubby guy..Ha ha…he’s asking about our friends condition here and he was surprised when he know some of his ex schoolmate was here…hmmm..I got called from Yunus, breaking up my happy mood….I’ve to go to office early….huh..

I had my bath and went out to my saloon to wash and blow my hair….as usual…DIVA saloon….then after that take a cab and reach office area around 12.00 pm. I sms my best friend…quite sentimental when suddenly I feel sad…feels like he don’t want to friend with me anymore….as I said before…I feel like losing him…I had my lunch at APPLE BEES restaurant and had Quesadilla burger and Coke..I just eat half of it because I start crying…it was a sad moment for me…..eating alone….I miss that time badly….

Quesadilla burger and coke...

I went upstairs and start my work….obviously I had to work out the floor area again because they had change the design of floor plate…huh..Math’s again….I got called from my sweet friend from landscape..Muz, he want me to help him finding his sunglasses that he might left it at the planning department last Thursday. I went upstairs at 10th floor, try to find it but can’t see even the shadow of the things….sorry Muz…I’ve tried my best..

I continue my area calculation..as usual..Fighting thought with Yunus. I’m completing the work and went out to meet my friends in Musalla tower around 7.30…I’ll be coming back to office at 10 pm and stay back for urgent submission tomorrow…

I’m waiting for my two friends…one came around 7.30pm….take the document that he wants from me and he left. I just sitting at Starbuck and had my tea time with cheese cake and grape juice. I sms my best friend and he said that he was with somebody…..I feel down suddenly and all the negative tought revealed….his new friend got extra things that can give benefit to him..I just be silence and demotivate..I should forget him….keep me hurt day by day…huh…

Cheese cake and grape juice...

My other friend came and we had our dinner at Tahera restaurant. We ate briyani, chicken tika and mutton kadai….I just ate half…don’t have mood to eat…and then we just continue talking and gives advised to me…after we spent one hour at restaurant, we split and I went to the office and continue my work…

Again, I take cab and reach office, inside the cab, the stupid driver try to get one of my rings…he insisted to buy it from me which he would be dreaming until he’s dead…bull shit…huh..walking from taxi to my office building, suddenly I’ve meet Ustaz Faizal….who fallen yesterday while on his way to the mosque to perform Friday prayer…pity on him..but he’s still smiling….take care ustaz…

Ustaz faizal (CAD drafting Landscape) still smiling eve his hand is hurt...

I went upstairs and continue my work….Br Yani and Br Munawir were at their place continued drafting..he he…at the other room, there’s Dettol, Jimmy, Ummi, Alex and Kamil..hmmm…I wasn’t spend my night alone here in the office….stay back all of us...

Kamil and his draughtman's...Ahmad munawir

Yunus and Br Yani

Umi....the iron lady

Alex..which helping umi doing brochure...

the sleepy Bakhtiar

after completing the task..Kamil buy us breakfast...porata(roti canai) and gravy..

Until next post…

Friends Gathering....Friday should be our weekend forever

I went back home from the office around 6.00 am on friday morning...sms a few friends and sleep. I woke up around 11.00 am and got called from draughtman's. They want me to come to their house and have lunch with them....They invited almost my technical person to join...

Brother Yani is the owner of the house and the event organiser...

Brother Romzi and his friend from LCL interior..Br Khairullah (black shirt)

Ulul Azmi....CAD draftmen Interior

Khalbi..as Tok Batin Miracle Apartment..

Brother Asri and Razali

After we recite Doa selamat before we start eating.... we start our lunch and the hostess served us....

Fish curry, Sweet and sour fish, Briyani (Malaysian style) and asam pedas....




from right...Br Rosli, Br Bon..Br Yani, Razali, Asri...and Ulul azmi



After lunch with them, I went back home and get prepared for my next ocassion. Reen Birthday party at Havana cafe Burjuman..on our way to the bus stop, I chatting with my friend, Aidit who work in SAMA DUBAI...we've asked him to joined us for the party...



as usual, Maria our car lift girl pick us up and bring us to Burjuman...Along the way, I'm called my best friend asked about the condition of our other friend, ustaz faisal where he's slipped and fall on his way to the mosque for friday prayer.....am I too concern to all my friends here...only Allah knows...


We reach Burjuman around 4.50 pm, and go to our reserved table. We waited for the guest for almost 2 hour....huh...very the Janji Melayu...while waiting, we snaps photo of ourself...

its me and Farah...Reen niece...

Reen and his niece..Farah

me at Havana Cafe...

Me and Aidit....

Munyra and Kamil....

Kak Sabira and Munyra....




Farah, Aidit and Reen....

We start our dinner with mushroom soup and bread...




Then our main course is beef...





and Banana split as the desert





after the dinner..we get door gift from the hostess..





all of us...from behind..Sikander Afero Khan, Aidit, Reen, Aisara and Jamel, me, Farid and Syafiq (Farah elder brother).......sitting infront from left..Munyra, Kak Sabira, Farah and Ain (Syafiq wife)...





I went to see my other friend, Ali at Yo Sushi....then I followed him back to his house....after resting for a while...I went back home and watched DVD...series of the unfortunate events...till i sleep..


until next post....

Work Sacrifice and gain nothing....is't worth it

I woke up early today….got a few sms from my friend, reply it and had my bath. As usual I’m taking office transport to the office. Pick up time around 8.45 am and reach office around 8.55.am.

I start my works with checking all drawings done by my draughtsman’s. Replying emails to consultants and inter department. Suddenly Yunus and Kamil asked me to do the area calculation for the new tower that had been designed by them.

It is the most tedious works for me, honestly I don’t like calculation so much….It makes me confuse with numbers….I just do the quick one with the drawings…I’m headache and they are pushing me likes there’s no tomorrow…I’m not in a good mood and angry with everybody….Cheah is one of the victims.

Khalbi didn’t ordered lunch for me…I went out with Dettol (Saidatul Haziah) to star buck and had our lunch there. We had chicken and mushroom pie and ice latte. We were talking about her convocation last month and what did she done during her vacation…

The temperature now in Dubai is about 50 degree and we’re wearing thin cloth. It’s very hot nowadays….I walked into my workspace and continue my work…I’m getting pressure by Yunus and kamil again…I’m stress…until one extend I scream at Kamil and asked him to do the area calculation by himself. I can’t stand it anymore…..

My consultants engineer called me and asked about the drawings. I just send him and email and give what his requested. Again Yunus make pity faces and asked me to help him recalculate the area calculation…Deep in my heart…I just done it because he’s my friends and he always helped me in doing the design for my project. He’s good…but....

I just want to tell him personally that with the salary that I’ve now and compared to the workload..It’s not balance..I spend more time, stay back almost every day in a week and gain…nothing??? Only just AED 500 increment and bonus that similar with the one who always went back home sharp 6.00 pm….What did I sacrificed myself for?? For the benefits of other peoples that can get high salary and more bonuses because they are bosses favorite….??

I just waiting a good time to see my boss and talked to him…I know that many of my officemate backstabbing my from behind…talking bad things to the boss…but…that’s the culture that I’ve got to face in my life here….sometimes I just thinking that does it really need to be this way….I’m confused…last month I did email the people that interviewed me to Joined this firm before…asked her opinion…on how was my life in this company would survived….She took one week to reply all my questions and the answers is really demotivate me. As a junior here…I’m really regret with my decision before…I should ask for more salary…now I’m working day and night, being bullied by peoples and received a penny.

I didn’t care if most of the management don’t want to approve my leave, but they have to give me high salary…I’ve been pressured when I didn’t get either both. I feel like that I was been taking advantage by the firm and I don’t have right to speak out because of the contract which I’ve signed before…had been a really a dead note for me…

I’m completing the area calculation, I left the office around 7.pm because I’ve to meet my Doctor to discuss about my health…I’m ignored all the noise and went out. After my appointment with doctor, I went back home and waited for my friends sms…..I promised to had dinner with him…I called my car lift to send me to Bur Dubai and reach there around 10.00pm.

I went to his house, watching The Stepford wife played by Nicole Kidman’s while they had house meeting inside the room. After my friend finished his meeting, we went out to Tahera restaurant and had my late dinner there…Dinner around 11.50pm…huh…I got called from Yunus asked me to come back to the office….On weekend night…I’m very mad…feel bad and heartbroken…..bullshit…for coming to the office at weekend night…I just control myself….look at on my next salary….if there’s still no changes with all the free overtime that I’ve done…..I would resigned….seriously….hate when look at other people who don’t need to struggle and work like hell and get high paid…I’m not satisfied at all…

My mental is not really good….the datelines is bullshit and I can’t afford to kill myself for the others benefit…I’m sorry goodbye…song by Krisdayanti would be a nice song for you to listen …especially with my current condition now……

Until next post……I was petrified….

Reen 29th Birthday

Last night as usual I can’t sleep at all. I just get in and out from my room and called a few friends especially in Malaysia…My Dr advised me to do anything that make me tired at evening so that I can sleep early…he he..Wish I can do that…..

I come early..Yunus is busy and I feel sorry for him for not came yesterday..He’s quite not in a mood…So I just snap a few of his photo…

Yunus..one of the most hardworking guy in TAK...

Designing the new tower building plan...

I’m continuing doing my work, discuss with my draughtsman’s and talk about the progress of the works. Suddenly I’ve got email from Elaine (TAK Legal Advisor), Reen boss, email me and discuss on the surprise birthday party that we’re going to held during lunch time soon. We just talking that Reen had brought spare cloth…he afraid that somebody would splash water to him..But too bad Reen…You’ve got it…he he he….Jamel who also had his birthday at the same month….I splash water on him also…sorry Jamel...

I’m having free lunch..I ate everything, KFC, plain rice with curry and Asam pedas…and pizza…after that we just didn’t let Reen to get out and we splash water to him until he’s wet….

Photo of Birthday boy wet at the office....

Jamel and Reen...

Reen and his niece... Farah

Reen boss, Elaine and Meor (Project Manager)

I went home for a while because I've to monitor peoples fixing my new home theater...he he...I just buy it during summer sale....

I came back to the office and finish my work...Then I sms a few friends, and I'm decided to got to Festival city to buy something...on the way, I got called from my friend and suddenly I change my mind. I pick up him at Nad Al Sheba site office and we went to Bur Dubai area to have our dinner.

View of the new Meydan Grandstand in the making.....

We went to karachi darbar and...

We ordered Prawn friend rice...

Spring rolls and...

Naan roti....

After dinner, we seperate and went home....Its a tiring day for me...lots of things happen that really urge my passion..huh...

Until next post....I just hold my love for you for a while...I know u need a break..