Its time to say goodbye

Wednesday, 22nd of October....stated in my diary that I have to leave my beloved hometown and country...I have to fly back to Dubai to continue my duty....before leaving to the airport, I went to my mother graveyard and pay my last respect...

I'm sorry mother, all in my live...I swear to Allah swt that I love you so much...and I know that during the time when you alive....I didn't be a good son....sorry for everything,...I regret it in all my life that I don't see you for the last time...only my doa and pray would be you as I'm still alive....

me at mother graveyard

My father and friend sent me to the airport in Pengkalan Chepa...it was sad when I look at my father who is old and still struggling sending his beloved son...I'm appreciate it so much and may Allah would bless my father for what he had done.....I do wish that I would see him again...and do belive..I love my father so much.....

photo of me with my father

lonely father

After snding me, my father and friend went back home..I walked to the departure hall and waiting for my flight...After getting into the plane.....I sat on my seat and the plane flew...Once it flying and leave the ground of Kota Bharu...I start to cry..

I'm thinking that everything would be happens in future...and I do afraid that I could not come back and see my father.....I don't want things happened to my mother would be again to my father....I'm stupid and continue crying until reaching KLIA airport...

Kota Bharu town from the air

Kuala Lumpur International Airport

I'm arriving KLIA at 6.00 pm and my other friends, Imelda and Shafinaz was waiting for me..I'm touching when there's still people who concern for me...thanks for all my friends who called me before I'm flying back...Fawzul, Zafran, Momok and pijan.....thanks for everything..

I went to check in my luggages and I got extra 12 kg..end up with I had to pay RM 950....huh..after that, we went for dinner to the nearby restaurants....and I ate 3 menu...

Imelda and me

Shafinaz and me

This was the foods that I ate before flying to Dubai

Shafinaz and Imelda sending me until at International departure gate and they waving their hands....again I'm crying....my heart was really touch today....I just keep walking and bring my broken heart to Dubai.....may the time would cure it..

I'm getting into my flight at 8.40 pm and the plane depart from the airport at 9.40 pm....don't know what would happen in future and I do pray that It was not the worst thing ever...

until next post...