Lonely me

Monkey Mat yeh Award and my pinky tuesday...

2008-11-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

I've been awarded by my Sister Mother of two and the name of the award is..Monkey Mat Yeh (I Love Your Blog)...

ha ha ha..thanks for the award sister...and as to continue the tradition..I just want to hand over this award to 7 friends who always read my blog...and I do know, there's many more who read mine...thanks for everything...and for those lucky seven....

Suhaili Othman Lawyer di Miri

Khairul fazli di Selangor

Mem Aluyah Kuih Lapis

Abg Romzi di head Quarters

Imelda Kawanku yang paling comel

Kekasih Hadie yang ditinggal sepi

Nuyu penjual si baju baby....

Just claps your hand and cheer up together...just copy and paste it into your blogs and do read this instruction....ha ha..

1. Put this award into your blog..
2. Link it with the one who gave it to you
3. Give this award to 7 more of your friends
4. Leave a message that you have give them an awards

enjoy this award and cheers...

It was a normal day for me....slowly driving to the office after get out from my house around 8.00 am in the morning. I just singing in the car as usual just to cheer up my day and begin with happy mood.

I pick up Kamil as usual at Sheikh Esa tower around 8.30 am and we continue our journey to site office...and reached the destination at 8.45 am...I just start my monitor and start doing my work...around 9.30 am, suddenly Miss Lim from Human resource came to my place and handed me a letter...and I'm quite nervous to open it's content.

Stated in the letter was my current annual leave....The management have decided to deduct my 10 days salary because my leave that I've been taken had been negative 12. They cut 10 days salary for the month of November and another 2 days they cut my annual leave for the month of November..they had calculate that each month, I was entitle to get 2.5 days annual leave..mean that...with doing this, my annual leave will be zero and no more negative...and I'll get 2.5 days annual leave for December...if I'm not taking mc or emergency leave anymore.

Really can't describe this situation as bad or good news...i do think that I got both....quite headache when thinking that I've to pay lots of thing for end of the months...do hope that I'm surviving and maintain calm...seriously I had lots of pressure and stress...and I'm still continue living in this world.

I just doing my work until lunch time...and queuing for foods...

my friends having their lunch

lunch for today...curry beef

Wan Azmi, me and Adzurif

Azrul and Sharifah Soraya

Bro Azhan and Harris

After lunch, i just make a few phone calls and stay beside of my car...being alone and thinking a solution for my problems....quite critical and if I was not had a passion...would done several bad decision which cause uncertain circumtances....

I just continue my works until 6.00 pm, after pray...I went to the canteen and bought some dinner...fried noodles that cost me AED 5...the taste was not so bad..but I can't finished it...lastly I just throw it into the rubbish...sorry for the waste..

my early dinner

I went back home around 8.10 pm and reached my house after 40 minutes...quite tired, update my blog and I went to sleep early....I just being alone and listen to a song by Francisca peter..Aku Hanya Pendatang...

Aku bagai seorang pendatang
Ke sempadan yang mengasingkan
Sedang dulu di sini aku bermesra denganmu
Kedatangan tiada sambutan
Dan senyuman tiada balasan
Langkah kaki sampai di sini terhenti
Ku mencari
Kembali pohon hijau nan rendang
Di situlah kita berteduh
Dan sungainya
Bertali arus air mengalir
Bagai takkan berakhir
Dijadikan perlambangan
Tanda setianya percintaan
Dua insan
Perjalanan di tanah gersang
Tanpa sungai dan pohon rendang
Kau dan aku demikian diibaratkan

I just close my eyes and pray that tomorrow will be a better day for me...

until next post.

Most sleepy monday

2008-11-24T04:50:00.000-08:00

I woke up early today and prepared for my breakfast..my house mate cook nasi lemak and I done the packing for myself. After that, I just had my shower, get dressed and went to the office.

Along the way, I’m stopping at Eppco pump station and fill my empty car tank. After 10 minutes, I’m continue my journey to the site office, at Sheikh Zayed road, I just stop for a few minutes and pick up Kamil at his house.

inside my car..kamil snap a photo

Mahfudz...

The traffic was quite slow and it took about more than 10 minutes to reach the junction. Again we, stop at Emarat pump station and stop to buy our breakfast. After bought some snack and chocolate, we went to the office and start working around 8.55 am.

along the way to site office...some minor accident

fountain at the treatment plant

Nothing much to say on my working task today, as usual I have to check the drawings, done some area calculation and putting the finishes signage at the floor plan. Harris came to my place and left his lunch coupon again for the whole week…considered sold..ha ha…obviously he will spend his lunch at Zabeel site office…very difficult for him to get food and I’m really don’t know what did he eat…

At 12.55 pm, I just went down and start queuing for lunch…today’s menu was chicken rice.

Abu preparing lunch for all of us

my lunch for today...chicken rice

Fadzil Landscape

Hairul Mat Zain and me

Joe in red shirt..my ex officemate in Veritas

I just realized that after a week I’m living at the site office, my eating desire was getting worst..just imagine that almost every 10 minutes, there’s always thing in my mouth for me to chew…huh scary…I never look at the mirror but I can feel that my cheek was getting bigger..and when I took photo of my body side angle…looks like a small dinosaur want to be.

Nothing special occurs today, I just snap a photo when Kamil and Farid did some fun fight..ha ha

Kamil and Farid

At 5.30 pm, I went down to the canteen and find something to eat..again...I paid AED 3 and grab a sandwich from the vending machine..

foods vending machine

chicken sandwich...for tea break

After 7.00 pm, I just pack my things and went back home..today, I just being tired and really don't know why...may be I did ate a lots until I'm lazy to do everything...I feel hungry but lazy to cook for dinner..lastly I went to the Mc Donald drive through and buy my foods..

my dinner....chicken big mac

Had my bath after dinner, updating my blog and I went to sleep early..too tired and ready for tomorrow battle....

until next post...

Shine sunday

2008-11-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

Another day have come and I'm still alive....some part of me were thankful to god for still giving chance for me to live...and some other part was crying to death praying that I woke up as a different person and live in an happy life...

I woke up around 7.30 am in the morning, had my bath and went to pick up Kamil as usual at Sheikh zayed road. We stop at Emarat pump station and bought our food stocks...we reached the site office 10 minutes later...

After switch on my pc, I went to the pantry and had my breakfast with all my friends...today, Munzir cook for me fried mee hoon...it's nice but a little bit spicy..anyway..thanks for preparing food to me....really appreciate it.

my breakfast

Munzir and me

After breakfast, I just start doing my work until lunch....I just bought bread and plan to sleep during my lunch break...suddenly again, Harris asked me to use his coupon and take lunch at the canteen...honestly, quite shy when always replacing him for foods...and he's maintain skinny...pity on him..he he

my lunch..fish briyani

Loshini and Bro Roslan Muslim

My Elder brother and me..Ahmad Nazri..chief of my house

It was a heavy lunch and I'm so full..fortunately I was not sleepy and just continue done my work until end of the day...Umi Kalthom, my friend from Head quaters..(one of the Elit staff) came and discussing about her project..anyway she just doing very well....bravo dear...

Umi Kalthom and bro Yosri

I just had my bread that I bought from th pump station and ate it during tea time...after 7.00 pm, I just pack my bag and went back home...

Chicken mayonnaise bread..AED 4

I just feel quite tired working at the site office...losing my appetite and went to sleep early...some of you at HQ might be happy looking me living like this..but it wasn't stop my spirit for keep surviving...another day had been passed..with hours of life with sorrow...

until next post

Car service and Half day on Saturday

2008-11-22T05:18:00.000-08:00

It was saturday and I woke up early today...I have to service my car because it was over 5700 km already and I must do the 2nd serviced.

After sending my friend to the site office, at 7.35 am, I went to Hyundai service at Ras Al Khor area...I reached there after driving 15 minutes from my site office. I was queuing for the registration because I didn't make the booking...but at last..they just do my car service....

one of the signages at the area

my car queue to be wash..

After waiting for 2 hours, around 10 am, I got my car...have to pay AED 300 for the second serviced...huh...actually, I was sleeping at the waiting area while waiting for my car...at least...for an hour...ha ha ha...

I drove back to my house in Satwa and clean up my cat cage and feed them....around 12.30 pm, I drove to my site office. I stop at Emarat petrol station along the way to buy some food for lunch...and I went to the restaurant next to the pump station...Green Apple...

one of restaurant for TAK staff to get their lunch

the menu

at the counter of the restaurant

and I just bought chicken burger

After get my food, I'm straightly went to the site office, punch in and went to the canteen and joined my other friends who already there and having their lunch..I forgot that Bro Janggut had cook lunch for me....then I just eat the Nasi lemak and leave the burger for tea time...

Nik Azmi and Hairullah

my lunch...nasi lemak cook by Bro Janggut

After had my lunch, I went up and start doing my work..nothing to tell for todays work..as usual and nothing special....my friend Razali from Head quaters came and discuss his project with Kamil...and I snap their photo..

Kamil and Razali

At 7.00 pm, I'm packing my things and went back home...today in my level...there's a CAD draftsmen had been sacked....don't know what's the reason and I heard that there's more to go....

The new MEMO had went out and said that all the leave application had been frizzed until further notice..mean that everyone was not allow to take leave..and for leave which had been approved...the management just take back the approval...for unknown reasons...people said that It might because of the Meydan Grandstand project which rushing for the dateline...if we couldn't reach it...may be all of us would flying back to Malaysia...huh..what ever..

I driving back and went to Singapore Deli with my friend to get our dinner..He ordered Sup Bontot and I had Nasi Paprik....taste like having dinner in Malaysia...

Sup Bontot

Seafood paprik with plain rice

After dinner, I just went back home...updating my blog, had my bath and went to sleep..another challenging day to face for tomorrow. Hope that I'm doing fine.

Until next post.

A thoughtful friday...Global village comes again

2008-11-21T10:08:00.000-08:00

As usual, it was friday and it's an off day for me....I'm done lot of thinking today basically on what's happened in the past few days....at the moment of time...I do hope that all of my friends would give me a good advised for me to refer in concluding the way for me to continue...

After I fly back from Malaysia last month....everything was not going on track and I'm keep being hypocrite to myself and pretending to everybody that I'm happy and recover from everything... Obviously, it's getting worst....the one that I loved and hope to give me happiness just pour me his poison everyday....but I just stay calm and hurting myself just because I want to be with him..eventhough some times...I'm just holding a knife and want to stab myself so that I can die and off from the pain of love...

Maybe all my friends and close family members who do read my blog would say that just be calm and take it easy...but I just want to highlight to all of you that it's very difficult for me to do it....I'm always comparing to the other's like me that get what they want in life......a companion to do everything together and be in happy and bad moment of time...and until now...I didn't get what I want...sometimes..I just lose my passion to understand what else that the god want to do to me and my life...

I want to blame the creator that he had create me like this...having this feeling and born in this world just to keep hurting myself ....I do behave that I'm not thankful for what did I got in life....being as a soul that trapped in the wrong body really make me uncomfortable and lose my confident to continue my life....can God just stop my life and bring me out from the pain that I have...only he knows when my life would be taken back..

I'm being in the middle of conflict when I'm trapped in love, I just can't accept that I was failed to get the love and to love....I just think that the only way for me to get out from this was keep running....flying to somewhere else where no one would know me....and find the love that I want...not the love that all of you do ask me to get...because obviouly you were not understand who am I and what I want..

I hope..that someone will come and give his love to me because I'm desperately want's it.

I woke up around 10.40 am and eat breakfast done by my friend...After had my bath, I went to the mosque to perform friday prayer....I don't have mood to do everything and just stay in the room...my friend asked me to go to global village because he want to buy something...if I followed my heart..I don't want to go..but pity to them....I just followed and bring them to the place because just want to make them happy...

We went out from house around 3.20 pm...and reached there around 4.10 pm...we paid AED 10 each person and get to the place...it was a combination of cultural shopping and exhibition from all over the continent....

along our way to Global village through Emirates road

Harris, Bro Janggut and Bro Razak

at the entrance

We went to the first pavillion, Yemen when I introduced to all the brother that the honey from this pavillion was a must to buy....

all of them selecting the honey and taste

at the knife shop.....prepared to kill myself later

Harris pose at the Paris wheel

my pose

I just left them behind and find myself food to eat...they have their own purpose to come here and my purpose was finding a good foods.

strawberry with chocolate

All of the brother was hardly wanted to buy the leather jacket...I just bring them to the Pakistan pavillion and they just find what they wants..

inside the leather jacket shop

Harris with his new jacket and cap

Bj and Razak with their new jacket too

and again...I just stop for foods....crazy...while walking with them...I just miss someone that I love and really want him to be with me...unfortunately....again, he broke my heart and I just keep hurting myself...I hate this feeling

at Pizza hut

We continue walking around and snap photos....the photo below was taken at Syria pavilion..

photo of me

Harris

Harris, Bro Janggut and Razak

Bj and Razak with the tea man

We went to Thailand pavillion and get our dinner there...just hoping that we can find a foods that can cure for missing Malaysian foods...

in fornt of Thai Muslim cuisine

I'm ordered seafood fried rice

lantern in all around the village

I was amazed with one of the street artist that drawing human face in less than 10 minutes... just paid AED 50 and I asked him to draw my face...

self potrait in the making

this is what he drawn......does it look like my face?? you judge...

view at night..

After spending more than 3 hours at the place, we went back home and reached house around 8.30 pm...after had my bath and updating my blog....I watch James Bond movie..Tomorrow never Dies...and sleep around 12.00 midnight...

Always hope that tomorrow will give me some hope..but God just envy with me and he would torturing me more for the next days I'm still alive...

until next post

Tiring but lastly Its thursday

2008-11-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

It was a sunny and windy day...even though the sun was bright, but the winter wind blowing and freezing. The winter season is coming.

I woke up around 7.20 am, had my bath and get dressed to my office. On the way as usual pick up Farah Liana, Mahfudz and Kamil...we stop at the Emarat petrol pump and bought our breakfast..we reached the office at 8.50 am.....

I went to pantry, make some coffee and went back to my workstation and start doing my work. Nothing to tell on my working life...I stop my work at lunch and went to the mosque near the site office with Mahfudz and perform Zohor prayer. After that, we had some photo shot...

in the middle of the desert in Nad Al Sheba

road to my site office with Meydan Grandstand at the back

my site office TAK 3

site office TAK 2

Meydan Grandstand hotel...to be hand over in 3 months...

I went to the canteen and as usual Harris giving me his coupon because he went to another site in Zabeel and don't want top waste the money he pay..again I'm replacing him for lunch...

my lunch...beef with soy sauce with vegetables

all friends having their lunch

I went outside following my friends who smoke and again..i just snap photos...

Mazlina the IT girl...

After lunch, I went back to my place and continue doing my works....my previous neighbour from the Head quarters came and meet me because he got meeting at the site office....he was warn me to focus on my work...but obviously I think that he miss me so much...that's why he came and visit me...ha ha ha.....I'm dreaming....

Yunus Baharom

Barazmir (Bob) and Mahfudz with red sweater

At 7.00 pm, I pack my things and went back, I send Kamil to Al safa park because he had football tournament and I just continue my journey back home. There's a photo of the handle of my office door that was being violence by someone....it's very difficult for us to open the door to go back...or may be this is one of the tactic to prevent people to went back home early....what a pathetic...

broken handle door

I reached home around 8.30 pm, went to the supermarket and bought some groceries and cooked for dinner...the chef for the day was Bro Razak and he cook Ikan Kembung masak lemak cili api and fried vegetables...

Ikan kembung masak lemak cili api

fried vegetables

my dinner plate

After updating my blog, I watched Kill Bill part 2 and sleep...It was a normal day for me here....quite sad thinking of my father who was doing the kenduri arwah for the 40th days my mother left us....I just called him to say hi and greet him everyday..he's the only love that I got in Malaysia...may he will always in good condition and waiting for the next moment I'm back to look after him....

until next post

40th days mother passed away

2008-11-19T06:14:00.001-08:00

It was Wednesday and I woke up around 6.30 am…had my bath and get dressed. I’m slowly drove to site office and pick up Mahfudz, Farah liana and Kamil along the way.

It was a normal day today and nothing special. Today, my mood was not so good. I have something that really bothering my mind until I can’t control my emotion....but according to my close friend, I'm always can't ever control my emotions...and I think that I do.

I just do my work until lunch time.....and as usual Harris give me his lunch cupon because he didn't eat the lunch...working at Zabeel Genetic Lab as usual...at 12.55 pm, I went to the canteen and queue for foods....

my lunch...

Bro Amin and me

Asrul and Adzurif

After lunch, I went upstairs to my workplace and reading blogs and newspaper...nothing to tell on my work...I just doing the specification on my project until the time to go back.

While waiting for my friend who want to went back home with me, I was touching with a paragraph written by my friend Imelda Maya...its about Things that we can't have in life....

" To accept the fact that you cant have everything you want is something very subjective. Sometime it is very difficult for myself to believe I cant have it .. but on the other hand, I can forget it within seconds. I believe in faith. As I believe in Qada & Qadar too... and I accepted the fact.. Sometimes, doesnt matter how bad you want it.. there's always something that you cant have... and at this very moment I'm learning to accept the fact "...

I'm just thinking that what did she said had give something to be thinking by me..because obviously now in my life..I'm really can't face the truth and reality...feelings had control my mind...and at the end...emotion had control my life and I'm being an over emotional person..

I went back with Razali from headquarters which got meeting at the site office...and on the way, we stop at zabeel to fetch Harris at his Genetic Lab....then we continue our journey to Singapore Deli to get our dinner with other friends which alraedy there waiting for us..

I just ordered fried kuey tiaw and ice teh tarik....

my dinner

Bakhtiar, Azzah and her husband Jamel

Iskandar, Harris and Razali

from right, Iskandar, Gob, Jamel, Azzah, Bakhtiar, Umi, me, Soffian and Razali

Kamil and Munyra

After dinner, I sent my friend home and then went back to my house....Yesterday was the 40th days my beloved mother leaving me....its quite sad when I think about her..just pray and recite some surah as to pay my respect....

I was listening to a song by Alleycats and obviously it make me cry....you should heard this song...

Oh Ibu: Alleycats

Terhenti dari bicara

Kaku membisu

Sepi seketika

Terbayang wajah tuanya

Membisik rindu

Memanggil padaku

Berita seburuk ini

Adalah kenyataan yang menyedihkan

Inginku kembali ke pangkuanmu

Bermesra dan bermanja

Tetapi apa dayaku

Kerana hidup dan mati

Adalah kudrat Ilahi

Ada yang terkunci di hati

Seperkara lagi

Tak dapat ku penuhi

Oh ibu maafkanlah diriku

Belum sempat tunaikan

Janjiku padamu

Tetapi apa dayaku

Kerana hidup dan mati

Adalah kudrat Ilahi

Kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

After updating my blog, had my bath and went to sleep...I just pray for my beloved mother and hope that she rest in peace....I love you...

until next post

Tour on Tuesday

2008-11-18T05:01:00.000-08:00

I woke up early today and went to the office from my house around 8.00 am, as usual I pick up Kamil at his house and we went to the office together. Today I bring food from home and ate it as brakfast...furthermore, I bring my food stock and eat it when I'm hungry.

I'm starting my work checking all the drawings done by my CAD drafting and comments it with red pen...I snap a few photo just to show things that I put on my table.....and also show the CCTV that monitoring us....scary

CCTV all around the office

beside my monitor

my food stock.....chocolate and biscuit

When the lunch break, I took Harris cupon and eat his lunch on behalf of him because he's not at the office and he gave me so that he don't waste the money that he had paid for the food. As usual, we had to queue and be passion.

TAK staff queue for lunch

my lunch..

Ulul Azmi and Harn In

Loshini and me

Adzurif and me

they smoke after lunch

I just continue done my work until end of the day...while working, I just snap a few photos just to release my stressed.

Shahrul Nizam....Leading Draughtsman..sitting opposite me

Nazri, Khalbi and Sikendar

Kamil at his workstation

Wan Anura at her workstation

At 7.10 pm, I went back home from the site office with my friends. We drove to Clock tower in Deira and went to had our dinner at Tawasol restaurant.

at the main entrance

Bro Azhan and me

our dinner...Nasi Talam

Azhan, Ridzwan, Harris and Bro janggut

Harris enjoying his dinner

Bro janggut and me

Ridwan and Harris

After sending everybody home, I went back to my house and sleep after updating my blog. Another day I had passed through with a happy mood...I do hope that It would be forever...thanks to all my friends and people I love...

until next post...

Most energetic Monday

2008-11-17T03:41:00.000-08:00

It was my second day at the site office and I woke up around 6.45 am. After had my bath and get dressed, I went to the office and start my journey around 8.00 am.

I use to withdraw some cash from atm at the bank street. Unfortunately, all the machine were out of service and I can’t get any cash….I just continue my way to fetch up Kamil at his house and reached our site office around 8.40 am.

Nazri, Fauzi and Nizam...pose as early as 8.55 am

my breakfast

I get my breakfast from my morning chef of the day, Munzir and had it in front of my PC. Just had plain water and fried Meehoon as my breakfast. After done everything, I start my day by replying and sending emails to all my friends, consultants and colleague.

my left neighbour...David the IT guy

my right neighbour...Yosri..a Project Architect

From 10.00 am until 12.20 pm, I joined the meeting with curtain wall consultant and discussed on the clarification and answer for all their related questions according to blocks in the development. After finished the meeting, I went back to my place and do my work until 1.00 pm.

Khalbi and my housemate Hairul..

Zamzuri asked me to bring him to Al Rashidiya to look after his car which was being repaired by one of the workshop there. It took about 13 minutes to reached the destination from the site office. When we reached there, we straightly went to see on the condition of the engine and as usual..I snap some photos.

Zamzuri just bought his BMW second hand car for the last 2 week and suddenly now, he got the problem with its engine. Don’t know what happened but the engine box just blow up and can’t be repaired. If he want, he have to spend at least AED 25k for the overall cost. The mechanic advised just to change the car engine that may cost half of the price…but at the end, Zamzuri have to decided.

a workshop in Al Rashidiya

Zamzuri white BMW

His broken engine

me at the car workshop

After negotiating for almost 30 minutes, we then to the nearest ENOC on our back to site office and bought sandwich for my lunch. Zamzuri did pay for my lunch and he just ate foods that his wife cook early in the morning.

I had my lunch at my own table while doing my work..I just had sandwich with eggs and mayonnaise....after finished my lunch, I just doing my work until 6.00 pm....there's a new at the site of Meydan Grandstand where a man had died when a curtain wall felt down on him...so sorry to heard about the news..hopefully they will be more careful...safety first..

My boss Emerzza in black shirt

my tea break...tuna sandwich

Mahfudz and Azrul

At 6.00 pm, everybody went to had tea break at the pantry. I went there with wan Anura and had some chit chat with her.

Wan Anura and me

Ustaz Faisal, Sutan, brother...(forget his name) and Amin

After spent for half an hour, I went back to continue my work and went back home around 8.00 pm. Kamil and Harris followed me to Singapore Deli to had our dinner and meet Munyra and Reen there. I just had seafood paprik and Ice teh tarik...

my dinner

Kak Laili from the left, Kak Balqis and Bro Roslan Ismail (CAD)

After a while, suddenly, Kak Laili ( project architect), Kak Sharifah Balqis ( Interior Project Leader) and Roslan joined us at the restaurant.

After dinner, I just went back home, had my bath and updating my blog...i do think that working in the site office had a little bit cheer up my life because all my best friend are here around me...but I'm also missed my friends in HQ also... I do hope its going to be more exciting soon.

until next post..

My first day at TAK 3 site office

2008-11-16T05:11:00.000-08:00

It was a new day for me with the new environment. Honestly, I can’t sleep well last night. I woke up around 6.20 am, had my bath and get dressed. I drove my car and start my journey to my new workstation at the site office.

I used to take Sheikh Zayed road and pick up Kamil at his house at Sheikh Essa Tower…while waiting for him, I get myself breakfast at Starbuck’s. I bought sugar doughnut and had chicken pasta for my starter with a cup of white chocolate frapucino. Kamil came after 10 minutes and we continue our first day at the site office.

my sinful breakfast

We reached TAK 3 site office around 8.55 am and register ourself at the attendance counter. I took a snap of photo with Farah Liana and she was outstanding with her black dress. I went upstair to my new workplace and get a new tag from Ms Lim….after that, I bring all my related stuff from my car and bring it to my new table. My pc was not arrived yet from the Headquarter so I just clean up my new place.

Farah Liana, reception girl for TAK 3

Farah liana and me

Meydan Grandstand in the making

I’m involved in my first staff meeting and I’m handling a different task…more on real project and get to know all the materials for constructions. It was a new things for me and I hope that I can learn more. After had the meeting for 1.and half hour, I went back to my workplace and then I saw that my pc was just arrived and had been setting up by the technician.

I can’t start my work on the spot because there’s many thing that were not set up for me yet. Lastly I just spend my time by snapping photos and get to know everybody that I know most of them basically. At lunch time, I don’t know where to eat, suddenly, Harris called me to take lunch at the pantry and had lunch with all my new friends and brother.

Abu... the chef for TAK 3

TAK 3 canteen

my first lunch at TAK 3...Nasi lemak

Harris and me

Todays menu was Nasi lemak and people said that it is the best menu of the week....seems like everybody was enjoyed with the foods. After had my lunch, I went to pray Zohor prayer in a small praying room at my new office. And again, I snap a few photos there.

me inside the Surau

Ustaz Faisal giving Tazkirah after Zohor prayer during our break

After praying, I went back to my work space and slowly starting doing my work. I was assign to do work on master index for construction drawings and handling all the specification materials for the building that i'm working on. I'm also responsible to work out on the built up area and calculation for tender and construction purposes.

me at my new workspace

Hisham and his wife Nisha

At the other hand, not only me, Hisham my junior from UIA also been transfer to the site office, but he's happy because his wife, a landscape architect worked at the same area...

At 7.00 pm, I went back home with my friends and we heading to Singapore Deli to had our dinner. I just ordered seafood paprik with plain rice and my friends ordered fried kuey tiaw.

dinner at Singapore Deli

After sending all my friends, I went to DIVA to do my manicure and pedicure..after an hour there, I went back home and had my bath.

he's doing my manicure

and another done my pedicure

After done the treatment, I reached my home around 11,20 pm, had my bath and updating my blog....today was a new environment for me and I do hope that tomorrow will be bright and more promising.

until next post...

My last day at Head quarters and been tagged again by Imelda Maya

2008-11-15T05:50:00.001-08:00

It was saturday and I've to work half day...today, again I have to wear the ferrari shirt because our TAK photographer want to take photo for all HQ staff and we were instructed to wear it..fortunately I manage to sent my shirt to laundry and get it at the same day.

I went to drive through Mc Donald's and had my lunch inside my car. I reach my office around 1.55 pm and went to my workplace.

me at HQ main lobby

It was the first day when the whether was not hot and the sky turns to cloudy white...sand storms were heavily strike for almost 1 hours and we enjoying the wind blow.

Hisham, me, Fazley, Romzi, and others at the office balcony

Najdi, Romzi, me, Azizi and Firdaus

The photo session started with the administration staff and I just snap their photo from the 8th floor.

photo session for admin staff

When the admin staff done their photo session, the Yoke Seam called XEDL staff to do the next photo shot. Unfortunately, the sand storm strikes again and we can't do the photo shot outside the building... lastly we just have it at the main lobby.

Adrinfard, his girlfriend Ninien and Hazrel the birthday boy

the excellency Fuadah Nazri

Razali

Munyra Asyikin and Sharifah Rogayah

Munyra, me and Sharifah Rogayah

Romzi, Roslie, me, Ahmad Munawir and mamat

Mamat, Romzi and Sairie

Sook Teng, Miau, Victor and Benjamin

All of XEDL HQ staff

After the photo shot, I just continue my work until end of the day...Suddenly I got an email from my Design Director saying that effective immediately, I will transfer to Site office starting tomorrow without further objection...and automaticaly, today is my last day at Head Quarters and start my new life at the site office...

I'm thinking and question if there any increment of salary when they transfered me to the site.....but it was just in my dream...anyway sayonara to all my friends in HQ....and I do think Yunus was happy with this changes. To Yunus, thank you and sorry for everything.

I packed all my belongings and went to the site office pick up my friends. Thanks to mamat and Peter for helping me carry all my stuff to my car. After that, we heading to Singapore Deli and had our dinner there.

Singapore Deli restaurant

Harris, me and Azhan reach the restaurant at 8.00 pm and we ordered our dinner. I had chicken paprik with plain rice and they had sup buntut...the total cost for 3 of us was AED 109..

Sup buntut and plain rice..cost AED 25

my Paprik ayam with plain rice...cost me AED 25

Bro Azhan and me

While we had our dinner, suddenly lots of TAK staff came to the restaurant to get their dinner...and I snap some of their photos...

Edna and her husband

Umi Kalthom and me

After finished my dinner, I went back home, updating my blog and sleep early...I'm ready to face my new life at the site office.

Lastly...I was tagged by Imelda Maya again…

its about " what are some of your 'perfect' blends?
sounded interesting but quite tough..

so.. here some of my favorite :

1. Beach + sunset at Burj Al Arab = perfect quick escape for me

2. movie + great company = perfect way to unstressed my self

3. milk + scramble eggs + bread = perfect breakfast of the day

4. cold + sleepy = perfect to be lazy

5. Black CK watch + LV bag = perfect scent to make me happy to work

6. Sale + shopping = perfect vacation for me

7. Kelantan + Cameron highlands = perfect place to rest

8. salads + water = perfect simple lunch

9. hugs + kiss = perfectly match to calm me down

10. black + red = perfect color contrast

11. Mango and grape = perfect combination to make my fruit desert?

12. Baskin robin + banana = perfect Ice cream

13. jeans + shirt = perfect casual wear

14. Best friend + good foods = perfect way to cheer up my day

15. Dangdut + Rock music = perfect way to make me feel energetic

16. Quite + someone stay beside and calm me down = perfect way to control anger

17. camera + me = perfect photo shoot time

18. smile + hi = perfect start to know each other

19. being hurt + cry = perfect life lesson

20. me + him = perfectly for each other ( him.. yes, please fill in the blank)

so yes.. the listed above is my kinda 'perfect' blends... and I'm gonna tag few friends and find out their 'perfect' blends.... :)

Hadi Dubai

Mem Aluya Kuih Lapis

Kak Sheila QS di Dubai

Aishah Dalila awek Hadi

Herry Hidayat

Suhaili Miri

until next post...

Off day and meeting friends

2008-11-14T09:04:00.000-08:00

It was friday and my off day for the week...my friend went out to take his first driving lisence class but he only manage to take 2 class only because on friday, the class was full and everybody want to take driving class on friday.....

I'm continuing sleeping until 11.00 am and woke up for friday prayer...I've promised with my friend who came from Abu Dhabi to had lunch with her. After friday prayer, I went to Dubai Festival City and meeting her there with Harris.

Marina and me

our foods

Marina, me and our foods

While having our lunch, Marina had secretly told to the waiter to sing a birthday songs to me...sudenly, lots of people came and sing me a birthday song...Thank you so much...

Marina, my landscape friend from Abu Dhabi

all the waiter and waitress was singing happy birthday to me

Harris and me

After had our lunch at Dubai Festival city, we then pick up Bro Janggut at Oriental house and bring them playing football at Al Rashidya. We went there with 1 bus and 2 cars including mine...we lost our way to the place and we reach the location after 30 minutes on the road.

It was a friendly match between TAK staff and LCL interior. They paid the football field rent around AED 1000 for 2 hours and our Bro Yani as usual acting as the manager for TAK team and collecting all the money.

Bro Yani as team manager....

Farid was doing his warming up

Adzurif, another photographer..previously working with me in Veritas

Muzaffar, our referee of the day

TAK player

LCL player

Both of TAK and LCL footballer

Bro Janggut in action

Fadzil as referee and Khalbi snapping photos

Harris kicking the ball

sunset view from the field

I'm just pose with all the Malaysian UAE footballer

After watching the first half of the game, I went back home to send Marina to meet her friend at Al Qusais..I was lost finding the way for almost 2 hours and lastly, we went to meet her friend at Terminal 2.....Marina went back to Abu Dhabi with her friend...and I went back home. I heard from Yani, the score was draw..3-3..

Around 8.00 pm, I got a called from Umi to joined all the XEDL staff play paintball near Wafi city but I was so tired and quite chicken out with the paintball because last year I got a shot at my neck and its quite hurt...never say...never play again...so sorry guys..

After had my bath and pray, I cook curry maggi as my dinner and watch Golden eye, James Bond movie before sleep...it was quite entertaining weekend after all and I thanks all my friends who cheer up my day.

until next post

Photo session on Thursday

2008-11-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

I woke up early today, after feed my kittens and had my bath..get dressed and went to the office with Rohaizerin..I reached the office around 8.40 am and went to my work place…again, I’ve ordered 2 piece of porata and chicken curry as my breakfast.

After I had my breakfast, I start doing my work for the resort project assisting Yunus with producing another option. While working, I received sms from Marinna from Abu Dhabi telling me that she would coming to Dubai tomorrow and do her window shopping…I didn’t give my answer to her yet but I would plan to go anywhere after Friday prayer.

In collaboration for celebrating 15th years anniversary for Teo Ah Khing Design Consultant, the management of TAK was giving a free Ferrari T Shirt for each staff…I’ve choose red colour and today, I’m wearing the outfit...the price of the T shirt is AED 450 per piece..just imagine TAK staff were around 450 people...hmm how much do they spend for the shirt...ha ha ha

me with Ferrari T shirt

I’m continuing doing my work until lunch time. Rohaizerin asked me to had our lunch at Mc Donalds and we went to the fast food restaurant that located at Al Wasl road which 5 minutes driving from my office. Sharifah Rogayah and Mazlina joined us for lunch…fortunately, there are only a few people at the restaurant and we get our food earlier than we thought. We just snap our photos at Mc Donald’s.

my lunch

Rin and Sharifah

Maz, Sharifah and me

another twins for my car

After done our lunch, we drove back to the office and continue done our work. At 2.30 pm, there’s a photo session for 15th Anniversary of TAK and all members from my department went down and having the photo session with Yoke Seam. I take some photos of some XEDL family members.

Saidatul, Aishah, Hazrel, Hadi, Adrinfahd, me and Ninien

the lovely Saidatul Haziah

Mamat and Fuadah

Fuadah, Ninien, Saidatul and Aishah

Ezlin and Sharifah Rogayah

Umi and me

Mamat, Hadi, Aishah, Lay Teng, Ninien, Hazrel, Jimmy, Yunus and Fuadah

After 10 minutes, we went back upstairs and straightly went to 801 to have a weekly meeting with our Design Director, Hairul Nizar. The purpose of the meeting was updating the progress for each project. Bro Yani was been promoted to be the CAD coordinator for XEDL working with Cheah.

Bro Yani

Some designer will be located at the site office assisting Emerzza and his team…They didn’t mention the names yet but I just assume that I might be one of the people….but, I just wait and see..

After an hour, the meeting adjourned and I went back to my workplace continue my work. Hadie will flying back to Malaysia tonight because his sister would be married in Terengganu and he will spend 11 days in Malaysia…Sayonara for Hadie.

Hadie will flying back to Malaysia tonight

After work, I went to site office to pick up my friend and we went back home...nothing to do tonight, I just learn and recite al quran from my friend and had our dinner at home...after updating my blog, I went to sleep.

until next post

I've been tagged again.....

2008-11-12T06:00:00.000-08:00

I woke up early today and went to my office with my housemate Rohaizerin, I reached my office around 8.45 am and went to my work place...accidently I just park my car beside the same brand as mine...so I considered and snap a photo of a twins..

I park my car beside his brother...he he..same brand

When I opened my pc and read my blogs, someone had tagged me again..huh...this time the task was quite different...fortunately..I was in a great condition....

Rules:

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

I was reading Mem Aluya blog and shock when she tagged me...huh..

fortunately I dressed properly at the moment I read her tagged....

I was infront of my pc and waiting for my breakfast that I've ordered from Falcon...

Okay. now I will tag:

Suhaili Lawyer di Miri
Azidah di Melaka
Hadi Dubai
Dalila awek Hadi
Saiful hamdan Guru di Miri
Herry Hidayat yg cikgu jugak
Normi Amilia
Imelda Maya
Ernawati Dasuki
and last but not least... Fadillah si Pramugara.

YOU'RE IT!!!

I start my day with having my breakfast...porata and chicken curry, suddenly again I got a called from Siti Fairus instructing me to get some breakfast from her husband, Fadzil landscape

my breakfast..cekodok from Siti Fairus

After had my breakfast, I just start doing my work and continue until lunch time....Rin and me went to Pizza hut located downstairs and ate our lunch...I want to lose up some weight and I just ordered chicken salads as my lunch...

lunch at Pizza hut

I ate salads for my lunch

After lunch, I just continue doing my work until end of the day....there's no issue to be discuss today, only I've prepared a form for Identity card application for UAE residents...after done my work, I wnet back home with my friend and had dinner.

We went to Singapore Deli and again, we had an expensive asian dine for the night...I just ordered fried meehoon and Sirap banding as my drinks...

my drink...

my dinner...fried meehoon

Harris, me, Azam and mamat

Mamat and Siti Aishah

During we had our dinner, Harris who finish first went to the barber and had his haircut...huh he was so clever when he left his mobile and everything...we just wait for half an hour for him to complete his haircut...huh...I will cut his next later....

Harris done his haircut

After sending everybody home, I went back and watched Lara Croft tomb rider, first movie...after updating my blog...I went to sleep....fortunately..tomorrow was thursday and friday is our off day....I just really missed someone and dream of him...he he

until next post

Hurt and gain the pain..

2008-11-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today was a stressful day for me, I woke up early in the morning and start my day with crying for 10 minutes….last night I have some misunderstanding with someone and the argument continued until morning…I don’t have mood to go to work and just thinking to resign after everything happened….I feel that I can’t focus on my work and thousands things really affected my brain and soul…

One of my friend commenting that my blog was full of my saddest thing that I’ve experience and feel in my life…I just want to clarify that through this blog and stated clearly that this is my personal blogs and its up to me to write anything that I want.. I can release some of my stress and forgot some of my problem by writing anything…all of you don’t understand my situation and I really having a bad day every day since I came back from Malaysia…

There were 2 things that really bothering my brain at the moment until an extend that I want to killed myself for it…I know that was not worth it but for the time being, I was stuck in the middle of my feelings…I just wish that I was a robot that don’t have the feeling towards anything…but god just didn’t give what did I ask for….may be he just want to torturing me more…

I appreciate all the advised that everybody gave to me…to be true..it’s easy for you to say and It’s very hard for me to do any movement or to make any decision…I was passing through my hard time at the moment and people that I really need just ignored me and left me in full of pain…sometimes I just feeling like driving my car and speeding until I hit one of the bridge structure and crash, I just to end up my life and free my soul..

I’m really could not stand this pain anymore…..my brain was blank and I’m walking like a deadly soul who didn’t find its way to heaven or hell…

Berteman Sepi: Erra Fazira

Pena ku menari mencoretkan,
sebuah puisi kelukaan,
gurindam jiwa cinta dan airmata,
di kamar hati ini,
masih ada sembunyi,
kenangan yang x mampu ku lemparkan jauh…

Pena ku menari melakarkan,
gambar kesayuan masa silam,
tinta bersulam diruangan kerinduan,
berkaca jernih ingatan ku,
biarpun dikau telah jauh dari pandangan ku

Manisnya pertemuan,
pahitnya perpisahan,
segala kini tidak dapat untuk ku bahasakan,
semua kini kaku, tiada lagi madu,
setiap madah baris kata bukannya lagi buatmu

Kini berteman sepi
Kini aku sendiri
suka dan duka dalam meniti
gelombang kembara panjang

Jauh melangkah pergi,
Tidak menoleh lagi,
Kenangan silam ku
tinggal tertulis kini
dalam sebuah puisi

Pena ku menari membariskan,
puisi sebuah pengalaman,
gurindam jiwa cinta dan airmata,
di kamar sepi ini,
titisan membasahi,
dan aku tidak tahu pada siapakah
untuk ku luah rasa…

Until I find my cure…

My 150th post

2008-11-10T04:04:00.000-08:00

It was my 150th post and today was 10th of November...I start my day around 5.45 am, perform my Subuh prayer after quite long I just perform it late…then I just continue sleeping until 6.20 am..I had my bath and get dressed..I went out with Rohaizerin…my housemate..

I have to sent Reen to the Emirates Tower hotel because he got a seminar there…we reached there quite early…I bring my camera and we had some photo shot early in the morning with Emirate Tower and Dubai Islamic Financial center as the background…..After done our photo session, I just continue my journey to the office…

infront of Dubai Islamic Financial Center

@Emirates tower

Rohaizerin and me

I reached my office around 8.05 am, park my car and went to falcon restaurant. I bought 2 piece of Porata and chicken curry…the porata just cost me AED 3 but the curry cost me AED 8…huh…then I just went up to my office and had my breakfast..suddenly I got called from Fadzil, his wife Siti Fairus give me some cekodok for breakfast, one of my favorites…I just take it and share it with my draughtsman’s…

I switch on my computer and start doing my work…the time passed quite fast and I just realized that It was lunch time already…I didn’t went out for lunch because I had took heavy breakfast, then I just sleep for an hour during my break.

After break, I just went around and snap some photo around my XEDL department room 805, everybody was concentrating doing their work…I went to Ashfak Sofian place and look at his project and design…then he shared some his songs to me…I was listening to a song which rarely played in my mp3…today, I was spending my ear with a song by Alleycats…Seribu Bintang.

environment at the bigger room in 805

@ the last room of 805

my junior...Hisham Saihari...just joined us last month

Alleycats....David and Logan with their afro hair

Seribu Bintang

Artist: Alleycats

Ingin kupergi jauh darimu

Agar kukenal erti rindu ini

Ingin aku menyelami jiwamu

Agar kukenal dirimu kasih

Ingin aku membenci dirimu

Tapi kebencian tiada padaku

Walau apa yang kau sangkakan

Aku tetap cinta padamu

Telah lama kuhidup melara

Telah kugagal dalam bercinta

Kini kau datang dengan seribu bintang

Bintang yang dulu sembunyi

Bintang yang tiada bererti

Kalau kau sudi menyentuhi hatiku

Aku kan selalu dekat padaku

Tapi jangan kau hanya cuba

Untuk mempermainkan cintaku

Jangan permainkan cintaku

Hadie was dreaming of something

While doing my work, I just replying email from my friends and consultant…and eating my last piece of Sarawak Layer cake that I bought from Imelda…I just keep on doing my design until end of the day…

ou new front desk secretary in 805, Sharon

last pieces of sarawak layer cake

After office, I went back home and cook for dinner, I just being an assistant for today's chef of the house, Bro Janggut, we just cook fried rice with fried chicken..after dinner, I just updating my blog and went to bed...

Bro Janggut preparing for our dinner

our dinner for the night...

I feel guilty when I'm holding my friend key and didn't reached house earlier then him...He have to go to our friend house while waiting for me...I'm sorry because I didn't mean to do so...really hope that you'll not put on your heart..

until next post..

Sunday...A new day have come

2008-11-09T10:07:00.001-08:00

I woke up early today, after had my bath and get dressed, I went to miracle apartment and fetch Bro Romzi..we reach our office quite early so we decided to go to Falcon and bought our breakfast…I had 2 piece of porata with chicken curry and bro Romzi had scramble eggs with sandwich.

Falcon restaurant near my office

My office building in Red and Blue....second from the right in the front row

my breakfast

After had our breakfast, I continue my work doing the residential project…along the hours, as usual, there’s an argument between draughtsman’s and designers at the other room….quite loud….to avoid any destructions, I just use my earphone and listening to my music…

It’s quite a good day for me where I look like putting my focus on my work while Yunus and my friend try to cheer up my day and make me smile…I just heard a rumors that the management of my company would issue another rules and regulation for the accommodation that they had provided….but without black and white..I can’t argue or comment of the issue.

I went back home during my lunch time and clean my kittens cage….My friends followed me and they cook curry maggi for our lunch..he he…around 1.50 pm, we went back to office and continue our work until end of the day…

After work, I went back home…called a few friend to ask for dinner…lastly we decided to cook…While waiting for them that came back late then me, I just went to the pump station and done my car wash…It took about half an hour to complete…and I just sit at one of the bench provided…

Bro Razak,a Senior Surveyor was the chef for the night…I cook Nasi lemak and he prepared for Telur Puyuh masak sambal….we also do the fried chickens and served our dinner an hour after…I ate a lot, really enjoy the food until I forgot that actually I wanted to lose some weight…ha ha ha…In my dream…

Telur Puyuh masak sambal

Chef of the day...Bro Razak....a senior Surveyor

Our Dinner..

I watched Water World movie, show at Dubai One chanel and went to sleep around 12.20 midnight..The aircond was not functioning and I bought a small fan for me to sleep…If not I would sleeping in warm bed….It’s quite a happy day for me and I do hope that tomorrow would be the same and better…

Until next post

On My 29th Birthday...

2008-11-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

On my 29th Birthday, What that I want to have was not meant to be fulfilled at the moment and the person who I’m in love now was not meant to be mine…..How can I realized that there’s no room for me and I should not asked for things that I would not get from anyone…..may my future and decision leading me to a place which can promise hope and something for me…People can give me ways but its me was the one who in it and now..I’m still confuse with the direction…

Along the way to 29th years
It was not having a great journey along the years which had I passed by….full of challenge and I can swear to god that I had passed all the bad moment in my life….making lots of mistakes and still doing it…until when I would realized I don’t know….I had make trouble for lots of people and being selfish for what I want to achieved…at the end of the day until now…Allah had curse me with all my sins…

At the moment of time…I was lost in my own thinking, act and desire…totally can’t find a direction to go to and was hang out at a place which I do think it was save for the time being….envy with all my friends which had achieved all what they wants in life and also jealous with all the happiness which I can’t ever got in my whole entire life…

Life is short for me but I have fulfilled it with all the saddest thing…I don’t know how to keep it away and change it with the happiest moment…..today, I just being fake with throwing fake smiles to all my friends and hide all the things which keep bothering me at the time being. I just want all my friend happy and when they smile..It makes me happy…

Career
At the moment, being a design Architect teach me on how to be passion but after what had been happen for the pass few months..it makes me demotivate and I’m finding ways to bring back my spirit…I was guilty with all my friends and I promise to cover it back…

I was offered a new job in Abu Dhabi but I’ve rejected it because of certain issues that can’t be clarify by them…furthermore, I feel that I owe something with my Design Director and I would fulfill it before I make any move…It was a great competition between all the Design Architect here and I just want to show my last try until I feel it is the time…….I will go to the unknown destination

Friends
I was thank to Allah for surrounded me with all the good friends which always be there for me and really help when I need…I just being thankful and do hope that Allah would bless all of my friend and give all the happiness…..without them…my life will be empty and worst..

I just know today that one of my friend, Ali Noor Azhar had secretly flying back to Malaysia for good and left my company without tendering the resignation letter, TAK because of certain personal issues…I’ve been told that he couldn’t stand with his boss in site office which generally known by all…It was a nightmares working with him….for Ali Noor Azhar, I would missed you…wish that we can meet again in future..thanks for everything…would bare in mind that you were one of my best friend here in Dubai…

I really don't know what happened in TAK at the moment....from what I heard, 18 peoples had tendered the resignation letter and 2 people went missing...huh....don't know what's going to happen next....

Religion
For the moment of truth, I’m not a pious person and still developing myself to be a goo Muslim, thanks to a brother that keep teaching me the way of Islam and now slowly teaching me to recite Al Quran

Love
I was in love with someone which were not belong to me..it just difficult to throw out the feeling and change its direction….I’m thankful for the love given by my friend but I do wish that I got a love that I dreamt off….but it was just my wish..I just follow the requirement of my heart..until one day…I may realized that I was not meant to get any love that I want..

For those who do love me in any ways you do…thank you for everything..thank you for keep on giving your passion on me and I do appreciate it so much….I want to dedicate my high appreciation for somebody who had love me and sacrifice everything until the limit…I do loving you so much and I hope you also love me…I know that you might not reading my blog or may be you read but keep being a person without heart and keep torturing me..I still in love you…

Maturity
I do think that this is the time teaching me to be more mature and developing my thinking..I do hope people surround me to give moral support and justify to me that there’s still hope to gain the happiness in my life…

Wish
As a human being, I’m also having many wish in my life, I do hope that I can achieve the happiness and living happily ever after….

Appreciation
Thanks for all the Birthday wishes came from all my friends…Dillah Putit from Sarawak was the first one wishing me on my birthday and Mamat, Ali Noor and his mother, Bro Azhan, Harris, Bro Razak, all my friends in XEDL, my Design Director that always there for me and all my friends from all over the world…..Thank you so much…

It was a normal shining day for me, after had my bath and get dressed, I went to take food that I had ordered from Fadzil wife, Siti Fairus….she had cooked for me Pulut kuning with chicken curry…thank you for your service and hospitality…

Siti Fairus and me

She prepare for me Pulut Kuning with chicken curry

After picking up the foods, I went to my office and reached there around 12.50 pm…..after bringing up all the stuff…I went to French Connection to take my birthday cake which I had booked 3 days ago….

I went back to the office and put all the foods at our pantry area…After switch on my pc, I’ve invited all my friends to the pantry and had lunch together…I’m purposely doing it at lunch time because I know at the end of office hour..I would be splash with water and I would get wet….

My 29th birthday cake

Munyra Asyikin, me and Rohaizereen

Umi Kalthom and me

After having lunch with all my officemates, I just continue doing my work until the end of the day..when I want to go back, suddenly Hadi hold my hand and didn't allow me to go back, spontaneous, Yunus and Adrinfard came and splash water on me...and then Hisham Saihari came and put cake on mu face...huh....

I'm wet

After I'm was wet, I just went to the site office pick up my friend and went back home, there still some pulut kuning and chicken curry that I save for dinner....after had my bath, I ate dinner and updating my blogs....it was a new year and new age for me...hope it would be better...

until next post

off day on Friday..window shopping at Dragon Mart

2008-11-07T11:07:00.001-08:00

It was friday and officially an off day for us....I woke up around 9.00 am in the morning and doing nothing...I just felt lonely without anybody do cares about me...obviously..who am I to them...

While waiting for friday prayer, I just being alone and crying....tomorrow would be my 29th birthday and the most saddest thing was I don't have a mother....I just keep thinking all our memories and happy moments...

I was thinking lots of thing...suddenly I just got headache and try to sleep...after friday prayer, Bro Syawal and his wife Sis Hafizah invited me to their house to had lunch together...we assume as this might be our last moment together because both of then were resigned from TAK and this is the last month their working for TAK...just wishing them all the best and living happily in future...they would be spending their life in Ayer Keroh Malacca...would be visiting them if I went back to Malaysia....

Bro Syawal

Sis Hafizah

I know both of them since last year 2007 when I first came to Dubai...they were a friendly family and kind...I remember celebrating my first Aidilfitri in Dubai with them and we were rushing preparing for the dishes when we just known that the Aidilfitri in Dubai was 1 day early than the other countries....and what did I proud of was...Sis Hafizah manage to prepare so many dishes for a night......and the taste was great..

As for today's menu, she prepared ikan and udang bakar, rojak and vegetables soup.....I just ate 3 plate of rice and gain more fat....ha ha ha..

Sirap Bandung

Ikan Bakar

Sis Hafizah cooking for lunch

Bro Syawal preparing for our drink

It was a great lunch and we were full with foods...I just forget all my sadness for a while...just when I remember and look at the foods, I missed all my beloved mother touch in cooking...it make me cry again...

I went back home and pick up my friend...I just want to release my stress and went out with Harris and Bro Razak....they were planning to go to Festival city but suddenly we change the direction to the Dragon Mart in International city....it is because both of them were never been there yet....

The mall was quite long and all the items were made in China...its very difficult to get a parking there and at last we park at the back side of the mall....and we took a buggy to get to the entrance...we pay aed 5 per person and the ride took about 15 minutes..

Bro Razak and me

Harris at the end of buggy

After spend 3 hours at the mall...we went back home and I feel sleepy...may be because I ate a lots at Bro Syawal house....we reached home around 7.30 pm.....I had my bath and at 9.30 pm, my friend asked me to had porata for dinner...I just followed him and ate 3 piece of porata with chicken curry...

our dinner....

After dinner, we watched a movie...one of my favourite...MALENA..it was a sad movie and it made me being more sad....huh....I do wish that some miracle and happy thing would come and brighter my life....but...I know that the thing were never come to me...another year added to my life......tomorrow..hope it would be a happy day for me..

until next post....

Thursday night at Mall of Emirates

2008-11-06T05:26:00.000-08:00

I woke up early around 7.00 am, had my bath and went to office...there's nothing special that I want to share today....only I was attracted to an email posted by my friend to me...I just want to share with all readers even thought I would not been married or had any companion....

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?" I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.
Here's the answer. EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...

Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage! , you wi ll notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression "the labor of love."

Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM .. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable. ..you can "make" love.
Love in marriage is indeed a "decision".. . Not just a feeling .

"No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.

No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.

And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice"

hmmm...I do think that this article is good...only now...I'm keep wishing that I can find the people who love me the way that I wants.....until when I don't know.....

After finished my work, I went to the mall of emirates with my landscape friend wathcing the new James Bond movie...after that, pick up my friend from the site office because his doing night shift and then we went back home....

until next post

Dubai Mall and Tony Romas

2008-11-05T12:14:00.000-08:00

It was Wednesday and I woke up around 7.00 am…had my bath and get dressed to the office…Yesterday I got sick for the whole day and I just rest in my house…I just slept on my bad and didn’t do anything until evening…

At night, I went to the office and pick up my friend and we went out for dinner at Singapore Deli. We reached there at 8.00 pm, and I just ordered fried kuew Tiaw and my friend ordered Paprik rice. We also ordered Ice tea and the overall cost was AED 71…huh

Today in the morning, I just called a few friend, had curry maggi as my breakfast and start doing my work until lunch time…I didn’t went out for lunch and then I just continue my work until the end of the day…after work, I sent Bro Yani, Razali, Azizi and Firdaus to the Bike shop at Sheikh Zayed Road and then I went to the site office to pick up my friends.

After pick up my friend, we had made a promise to the other friend to go to the new mall in Dubai which was just opened yesterday…..Dubai Mall attached with the highest tower in the world, Burj Dubai…It was about 30% completion where not all the outlet was open yet but as for my observation the Dubai Aquarium was one of the attraction at the mall.

I’ve been told that Malaysian consultant was the interior designer for the mall…as for my comment, It wasn’t impressed me yet, maybe it’s because lot of retail that’s not opened yet but generally I just rate this mall as 4 out of 10.

In front of the main entrance of Dubai Mall

Ali, Azhan and me

Harris, Azhan and me

Ali, me and Azhan

Ali, Harris and Azhan

Ice skating inside the mall

Catwalk stage at the Dubai Mall

After walking around the mall and when to the Dubai Aquarium which look like similar with Aquaria in KLCC, we went out to had our dinner at Tony Romas in Sheikh Zayed Road, near my office….Ali was doing his favor and treat 3 of us…Thanks Ali for the dinner, we appreciate it so much….

seafood starter

Chicken salads

Ali Noor Azhar and Harris Zamzairie

Bro Azhan and me

this was our food

Ali Noor, Harris, me and Azhan

After dinner, I just sent everybody home and went to sleep…I’m still thinking on the option that required me to choose the direction of my life, unfortunately I’m still confuse…I have to give the answer in 3 more days…..

Until next post

Birthday Mamat on monday

2008-11-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

It was 3rd of November and it was a birthday of my friend, Ahmad Shahril bin Abdul Shukor…I wake up early in the morning, had my bath, feed my kittens and when to the office with Reen…I pick up Bro Romzi in front of Miracle apartment and three of us went to the office together.

I went to Starbuck with Reen and had our breakfast there…I bought a cup as a birthday present for Mamat and wrap it. I had chicken and mushroom pie and chocolate frapucino ….at the office, I went to Mamat desk, leave the present and wrote something on his monitor….and went back to my place had my food.

As usual I’m doing my work until lunch time and during lunch, I went out to drive through Mc Donald in al Wasl road with Reen and Sairie….After that, we had our lunch in my car, talking and went up to the office to continue our works…..

At the end of the day, we had planned to splash water to mamat but he was get ready and refuse to come to our place for the whole day….At last, we went to his unit, try to catch him and splash the water…At first, I manage to grab him and Jamel splash the water but it wasn’t enough and he manage to get away…we try to run and catch him again….this time Reen manage to splash water to him the whole body…..and he got wet

I didn’t bring camera with me because I afraid that I’m also being splash together..so I’m sorry because not uploading any photos…..Mamat ran away and straightly went back to his house….I called him but he never pick up….I went to the site office, pick up my friend and went to Singapore Deli to had our dinner..

I’ve ordered Nasi Lemak and 2 of my friend ordered fried Kuay Tiaw and we ordered ice tea as our drinks that give the total of AED 120 tu us….huh….After sending all my friends, I went back home, had my bath and serving the internet…chatting with a few friends and went to sleep.

I was not quite well and my head was suddenly dizzy….there was something that bothering me and my mind and I do need to clarify it and find the way out…only time, faith and a good support was giving me the strength…..

Until next post

Shine sunday...

2008-11-02T05:39:00.000-08:00

I woke up early today….had my bath and then went to office….my friend Ali Noor quite kind when he cook fried rice early in the morning…I just bring a little bit as my breakfast to the office….There were several people who stay back since last night for preparing today’s presentation to clients for their project.

my breakfast

Looking at my friend who was very hardworking and tired…I just respect them and happy because at the end of the day…6 month or at least 3 month bonuses would waiting for them….all the best…I just switch on my pc and start doing my work….My officemate in my room just left the office after they completed their work, went home and sleep…

I didn’t went out for lunch because I taken a heavy breakfast..I just sleep for an hour during my break and continue done my work until end of the day….I went to the site office and pick my friends and we went for dinner in KARAMA..

Sharifah Soraya was eager to eat at one of the Japanese food in Karama center...I've never been to the restaurant before..so I just want to try....the food for me was quite ok but the environment itself made me not comfortable enough....and I have my own personal reason to feel so...

at the main entrance

view of the restaurant

another interior view of the restaurant

foods that I ate

Ali Noor Azhar and Sharifah Soraya

Bro azhan and me

After dinner, I just send everybody home..but there's traffic jammed all the way home at Mankhool road...I'm too tired..

traffic at mankhool at 9.40 pm...

I reached home around 10.30 pm, had my bath, update my blog and went to sleep.....I just passed another day in my life and I'm really don't know what's going to happened later..just close my eyes and wish that tomorrow will be a better day for me..

until next post...

Simply saturday

2008-11-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday and I have to work half day…I had my bath around 10.00 am, feed my kittens and went to work early…suddenly just craving for Apple bees when I can’t joined Syed Shah and Eni Diana last night..

I went up to my office, put all my things and went to the Apple Bees restaurant underneath my office…I ordered a steak and white peach shangria as drink…after done my lunch…I ordered another plate of salad for take away..huh..how greedy am I…

my lunch...

santa fe chicken salads...just bought it because it was the brand name of my car

I switch on my pc and start doing my work while putting all the foods next to me…I just put all the kerepek from Eni Diana last night and start doing my work and at the same time….eating…

photo of me with lots of foods beside me

I just received an email from my auntie who live in Kajang, Selangor, she was being a silence reader before…she worried because from my blogs, seems like I just sound sad and demotivated…this is just a little bit of her quotation..

“Why so sad? Jangan mengharap pada mahluk, mahluk tak ada kuasa nak bagi kita kebahagiaan, hanya Allah saja yang boleh bagi kita ketenangan, dan kebahagiaan hidup. Jaga solat, doa dgn Allah supaya diberi petunjuk dan ketenangan .Each of us is brought in this world for a purpose, Allah does not create us to live in vain. Jangan putus asa dengan hidup ini Izam, Every muslim Allah create is special and precious, dont feel otherwise. Everything you experience is a nikmat given by Allat taala, even the small act of lifting your little finger is also a nikmat that cannot be given by anyone except allah. Be thankful for the air you breath, the water u drink, the food u eat, be thankful to Allah for giving u another day to live and appreciates His rahmat. You are brought to this world for a purpose, U have given us so much joy and sadness too. We are here for you.
Please don’t forget to sedekah zikir to arwah mak, today dates 3 weeks she has left u”
Take care Izam (my nick name in family), we love u”

After reading it…I just feel better for a while and remember that there’s somebody still loving me in Malaysia..thanks for everything..I do know that family love is the thing that can’t be lost forever..and I can accept that….it just I’ve being stubborn and want to prove to myself that I can get the love in the way I want….until when I just don’t know..

I just got another fun email from my friend, but this Is just a question on who’s the person sitting at the top of the world now… U.S President , George Bush ? NO.. Osama Bin Laden? NO UN General Secretary ? NO Pope Benedict ? NO…but the answer was quite funny when they said…an Indian name BABU was the man who sitting at the top of the world because at the moment, he was the crane operator for the top most floor for the tallest building in the world now….Burj Dubai

Burj Dubai tower in the making

After office, I went to the site office pick up my friend and went back home...fortunately Yunus didn't want to play hide and seek my thing today..if not..I might spend at least 10 minutes to find my things...After fetch my friend..we went to Tahera restaurant in Bur Dubai to had our dinner and I've ordered chicken tika with briyani..huh...

plain briyani

chicken tika

After dinner, around 9.00 pm, I went back home, had my bath and get to sleep after updating my blogs....lately i use to got headache and I don't know why...may be I did thinking too much..

until next post...

Freaky friday....

2008-10-31T03:01:00.000-07:00

Last night I went to sleep early….and on Friday morning, I wake up around 8.00 am, switch on my laptop and checking my mails and what so ever….my friend should have his driving class today but his tutor was unable to teach him…so he went back home and continue sleep..

Around 10.00 am, I went to Shindaga fish market, I was craving for Ketam masak lemak cilia pi with chili’s prawn…..I bought 1 kilo of prawn that cost me AED 35 per kilo and 2 kilos of crabs that cost me AED 50….police was closed the road to the market so I asked my friend drop me at the side of the market and pick me up at the same place…

We went back home before 11.10 am, had scrambled eggs and bread as our late breakfast, had my bath after and went for Friday prayer…I had my lunch after prayer and watch tv…at first I planned to go to the beach..but suddenly I just got bad mood and I went to sleep…someone had just broke my heart and I’m tired for being hurt….

It was difficult to compare my life before and after…it was sweet at the beginning and now, when all the happiness lost, I just can’t keep myself for hurting my feeling..but, I do love him and its difficult for me to keep him away because he’s the best person that I’ve ever meet in my entire life…

I was crying and called my friends in Malaysia….at the same time Eni Diana from Abu Dhabi called me mention that she and her husband Syed Shah was at the Mall of the Emirates…They want to see me and pass some Kuih raya that they bring for me from Malaysia….I was actually not in the good mood but thinking that they came from far and I missed to she their daughter Wahda…I drove 30 minutes to the Mall of Emirates and meet them…

in front of the Virgin store

After chit chat with them for 30 minutes, they went to had their dinner at Apple bees…I’m not joining them, so we just get separate….I went to Virgin store and grabs 3 DVD, Iron man, The Pacifier and 27 Dresses…I went back home and had my dinner…..continue eating the chili’s prawn and Ketam masak lemak…

After dinner, I watch iron man halfway and went to sleep…I got sms from my Design Director to get prepared and stayback for Sunday presentation…hmm…before I get crazy…let me rest as much as I can…

Until next post…

Thursday...Finally

2008-10-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

I wake up around 7.10 am, had my bath and straightly went to office....it was a good day and I'm having good moods...I arrived at my office around 8.20 and switch on my pc....

I just had curry maggi as my breakfast followed by a little bit of Sarawak layers cake..and I had plain water as my drink..after 20 minutes, I start doing my job....I receive my first email for the day from our room new secretary, Sharon from Mindanao..Philippines...she just started her new life in TAK for the past one week and she was transfer to my room yesterday evening...

I continue done my final review for the area calculation for my residential project and waiting for my draughtsman to complete the latest drawings for basement layout...I just do the work until lunch time...I went out to French Connection to had lunch with Munyra, Sharifah Rogayah, Mazlina and Reen....we had breakfast set for lunch..ha ha ha

After lunch, I went back to office and continue done my work....Yunus and Hadie went to the site office and had a meeting with others regarding their project and Adrinfard was on behalf of the team torturing the new designer after the kids didn't do his work diligently and delayed all the proposed datelines....I just smile in front of my pc heard him babbling for an hour.....ha ha

When the time I want to go back home, Yunus came back from the site office...again, he done his daily routine and hiding my car and house keys...he always played and hiding my things everyday..but today was one of the worst when he hide my car key inside the rubbish bin...damn...

I went to the site office and fetch my friends...after that we went to had dinner to Citimoon cafe and I paid AED 106 for 2 chicken rice, 1 Lontong and 1 fried kuey tiaw...huh..die la...and I got a present from RTA when they gave me a summon AED 200 for misparking...I just got headache..

I went back home and had my bath...after that, I watch DVD...Bourne Ultimatum and sleep after updating my blogs.....

until next post

Answer for tagged by my friends

2008-10-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

I don’t have any idea to write anything today…at last, I’ve decided to reply all the tagged that had been gave by my friends….huh

The first one, I've been tagged by Imelda Maya
So, here it goes....
The Rules of Tags are:
1. You link the person that tagged you.
2. You post the rules on your blog.
3. You share six non important things/ habits/ quirks about yourself.
4. You tag six random people at the end of your post linking to their blogs.
5. Then, you let each random person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.

Here we go...
My 6 things are:

1. When I don't really like a person. I just keep my feet away from them.
2. It is quite difficult for me to say 'NO' to everyone….and people taking the privilege.
3. I’m always called my friends and family in Malaysia…everyday
4. I can’t sleep if I got problems…even though the problem is small.
5. I’m eating while working…that’s why I can’t get slim.
6. My favorite number are 7 & 9.Now,

I will tag 6 people...

Nurul Aini Ramli di Putrajaya
Hadi Dubai
Aishah Dalila di Kuala Lumpur
Azidah di Melaka
Mother’s of Two…Kak Sheila
Saiful Hamdan di Miri

And the second one was an answer for tagged by Herry Hidayat

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 2020 hours
Name : Mohamad Fahimi Bin Shariff
Sisters : 2
Brothers : 3
Shoe size : 7
Height : 180 cm

Where do you live : Now - Dubai, United Arab Emirates
Have you ever Been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : once a month….Jumeirah Beach
Fallen asleep at school : No…if sleepy, just go home
Broken someone’s heart : yes
Fell off your chair : yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yes
Saved e-mails : yes
What is your room like : mess like a store
What’s right beside you : my TV
What is the last thing you ate : plain rice and chicken soup
Ever had Chicken pox : yes..in secondary school
Sore throat : yesStitches : yes
Broken nose : no

Do you Believe in love at first sight : 100%
Like picnics : yes
Who was were the last person You danced with : Umi Kalthom in Jammed Base
Last made you smile : Bro Yani with his funny act
You last yelled at : for the waiter at TGI Friday Mall of Emirates
Today did you Talk to someone you like : yes
Kissed anyone : No
Get sick : Several timeTalk to an ex : Yes
Miss someone : Yes
Who do you really hate: Secret

Do you like your hand-writing : Yes
Are your toe nails painted : No
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Secret
What color shirt are you wearing now : Brown
Are you a friendly person : Yes
Do you have any pets : Yes…2 kittens
Do you sleep with the TV on : No
What are you doing right now : Replying tagged
Can you handle the truth : No

Are you closer to your mother or father : Mother
Do you eat healthy : Not sure
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Yes
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Eating and singing inside my car
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Loud!
Are you confident : Yes

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) Doing Matriculation at International Islamic University Malaysia, Lembah Pantai
2) Fanatic with Siti Nurhaliza songs
3) Went back to Kelantan every 2 week
4) Playing Volleyball
5) Water crisis in Kuala Lumpur….have to queue to get water at the college as early as 3.00 am….horror

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) Develop my Village with good facilities
2) Travelling around the world
3) Share the happiness with my best friend
4) Built a resort by the sea
5) Buy and develop a plantation at Cameron Highlands

5 of my bad habits
1) Wake up late
2) Shopping
3) Urging people
4) Selfish
5) Think Negative

5 places I am living in
1) Machang, Kelantan
2) Bangi, Selangor
3) Kampung Pasir, Johor
4) Gombak, Selangor
5) Dubai, United Arab Emirates

5 people I tag
1) Mem Aluya Kuih Lapis, Dubai UAE
2) Aisyah Dalila, Kuala Lumpur
3) Eiy, Melaka
4) Saiful Hamdan, Miri
5) Hadi_Dubai

until next post

Opps...my salary was on hold again....

2008-10-28T06:26:00.001-07:00

It was a brighter day for me today….I woke up early and went to my office…I start doing my work…..suddenly I got hungry, then I called mamat and kidnapped his curry maggi….had it as my breakfast…as what had I predicted…my salary for the month of October was on hold again because I didn’t completely filled up my time sheet…..may be in 2 or 3 days later I would get my money…what a pity…

My draughtsman’s Bro Roslie, almost done the cadding for my apartment design and I just continue done the floor area calculation based on the latest design until lunch time…I had chicken rice from kak Julia cost me AED 15 per meal and after eating it, I sleep for 20 minutes…at 2.00 pm…I woke up and just continue my works….

I just want to highlight a song for the day…I was crazy on the song by Melly Goeslow from her new compilation album…MINDNSOUL…..

DAHSYAT: Song by Melly Goeslow

Meskipun cerita berawal dari benci di hati
tak lantas kuurungkan maksudku untuk milikimu
menyelami hatimu yang sempat terkunci untukku
sampai mati kucinta

Dahsyatnya perasaan cintaku ini kepadamu
seringnya kita tak sepaham teguh smakin mencinta
satu hal lagi yang harus kau ingat dan kau pahami
sampai mati kucinta

sebuah lesung cinta terjadi dan harus terjadi
terngiang kuimpikan secerah hidup ini
dan setelah ada kita ku harus bersamamu

dahsyatnya ingin aku milikimu
tak bisa tahan lagi
sebenarnya ingin hatiku
kan curi kekasihmu
sampai mati aku mencinta
ku harus bersamamu

dahsyatnya perasaan cintaku ini kepadamu
seringnya kita tak sepaham teguh smakin mencinta
satu hal lagi yang harus kau ingat dan kau pahami
sampai mati kucinta

Another album which I played on my MP3 today was also a new compilation album from my favourite Dangdut artist…..Mas Idayu with Kekal 1001….amongts my favorite song was Robek Hatiku, Hasrat Perindu, Selangit, Cintaku 100%, Tarian Cinta and Sengol Sengolan Cubit Cubitan…

I think today, there’s some improvement in my life…I start to cheer up…Yunus was throwing things for me while I’m dreaming during work…huh…naughty….and he was laughing at me for the whole day with eddy…..

I went back home and had my dinner….after replying emails and updating my blog…I went to sleep…

Until next post

Mysterious Moody Monday

2008-10-27T06:44:00.001-07:00

There’s nothing special that I want to elaborate for today’s event in my life…..I wake up around 7.00 am, had my bath and get dressed…at 8.00 am I drove to my office and reached 20 minutes later..

I continued done my work on my residential project….Umi came to me and just had some chit chat with her…missed her badly..but I do think maybe she had found what did she want and I’m happy for her..Umi bring me some fried rice and I ate it as my breakfast..she’s very talented in cooking everything…slowly my pain cured by the existence of few best friends….

I’m doing the area calculation based on the latest design and get rest during my lunch time…I didn’t had anything and just resting my brain and relaxing my body….I’m listening to my current favorite songs….Matahariku by Agnes Monica and Ayat ayat cinta by rossa…deeply I feel its entertain me…

After Lunch, my Design Director called me and we had some discussion….as what had been predicted by me….everything was true…I have to bring back the spirit and lighten up my names back…I went out from his room and get back to my working place to continue my work…..

Reen had mention to me and invited to had dinner with him because Kak Sabira Saffian had made us some Pulut Kuning…..It was my favourite food actually and I did not have the opportunity to eat it when I went back to Malaysia last week…but I just let Reen ate it with our other friends…I just being as what I am, emailed some friends and went home when the time off….

I don’t feel like eating dinner because I’m still not in the fresh condition..I just cook curry maggi and then watching BOURNE series DVD…..I falls asleep after updating my blog…..I just being confused and done a lot of thinking….sometimes I just want to bring out my brain, wash it for a while and put it back…To live as what I am now is not easy and I don’t really know until where I can go along the route..

Until next post….

Slowly moving forward

2008-10-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

I woke up early and reached my office around 8.35 am….I didn’t eat anything for breakfast and just start my work…I’m preparing the presentation slide for afternoon presentation to the clients and I done it before 10.00 am…

I got another meeting with all of XEDL design staff and it was chaired by our Design Director…th purpose was to know about the progress of the projects and development and design solution…at the end of the meeting, our Design director just voice up his dissatisfaction with the staff attitude and performance..he doesn’t mention names but I just identify myself as one of it…

After the meeting ended..I continue my work….printing my slide for hardcopy copy and email the document to our presentation girls…I just proceed with the angular layout for my residential project….arranging the new plans and calculate the new built up area…

I had Nasi Lemak from Kak Julia…meeting her at downstairs and had a little chit chat…It reduced some of my stressed and built up my emotions….done eating, I do my work until the end of the day…..I went to the site office to sent tire for Wan Azmi and then back to Al Murroj Rotana to sent cake Lapis Sarawak for Kak Sabira…

The Human resource people came and asked me to fill up another leave application form because I had extend my leave combine with compassionate leave..don't know either they would cut my salary or not....I just prepared for anything...

It just hard to be me and had this kind of feeling…I’m really don’t know how to recover from my sadness…so many friends came and gave advised and some do come to cheer me up….but I just remains be the same…there’s lot of thing that I’m thinking and now I’m finding out the solutions for it…some may say that I’m too emotional but the reality is…I’m emotional….and now I’m lost…

For another few weeks, my age will be increase by another years….and all the past time that I’ve been through….It was not quite giving me hope to further up to live….as I’m losing my direction and reason to continue my journey…I do think that only 2 things that can make me survived and I don’t really know when I can accomplish the 2 missions….
I just justify my brain as just been beaten by the baseball stick……can’t even think…

Until next post….

Sick saturday

2008-10-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday and it was my first working days after had a long vacation…I came at 1.00 pm with mamat and had our lunch at Pizza hut…I’m quite blur and sad…not because of the hard times that I had before but it was about a little misunderstanding last night…

I’m hoping to much on something that I can’t get and it make me crazy…Its hurt when I just be in the fantasy and don’t want to faced the reality…I wish that some one would understand me and give his love to me…but it was not achieved to what did I aspect..

I was expecting that you would motivated me and built up back my spirit…but you just hurt me more and being selfish…..its totally different and I just can’t accept it…I just sad until I feel regret to be born in this world….yes..I’m weak and I do hope that you satisfied…

I have to know the reality that no one would love me as the way that I want..and I still eager to find one…when I’m lost..I’m hurt…why can’t god just give me some happiness and stop testing me on my journey in life….I wish that I would die instantly because I can’t keep hurting myself…I do believe that some of my friends face the same and some were happily live ever after…

People can easily say a words and asking me to change…you may said that I’m stubborn…Do I have to follow what you say just to show that I love you…you want me to sacrifice things that I can’t ever be for your own satisfaction and when I can’t ever make it…you would also blame me..
I was not capable to do what did you asked…..it’s not because I’m can’t do but I don’t want to be hypocrite and sacrifice myself for the things that I don’t like…I don’t want to hurt more feeling and being fake in all my life…..I just choose to be what am I today…and I wish that I would die before you leave me…

It was my hope to have you as my cure but you gave me poison in my life….its better for you to take a knife and just kill me…to be truth..I don’t bother whether I live long or live until tomorrow because all my life was in sorrow…God had cursed me to live now in what I am…Thanks for all words that you’ve said to me and I just keep it at the bottom of my heart…..I afraid to know people if this was way its ended….

Until next post…

Matahariku by Agnes Monica

2008-10-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

I was not in a good mood..just watching SEPI and SUSUK movie......just want to share my favourite song for now....MATAHARIku by Agnes Monica..

Tertutup Sudah Pintu,
Pintu HatikuYang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Reff :

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Reff 2 :

Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

until next post

Thursday in Dubai

2008-10-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

I arrived Abu Dhabi airport at 12.30 pm, after get everything done, my luggages and so on…I took a taxi from the airport to my house in Dubai..It cost me AED 300 for the journey….I arrived my house at 2.00 am on the Thursday morning..

After put down and rearrange all my stuff, I just continue to sleep…my friend was not feeling well and I just stay to take care of him…I woke up around 10.00 am in the morning, had my breakfast and feed my kittens. I just clean up their mess and then play with them…They were like forgotten about who am I and they just be unfriendly to me….

I went back to my room and opening my emails and blog..It was not a good day for me and I’m not in the good moods. There were something hurting my feeling and I’m keeping it to myself….My friends coming back from the office and asked me to go out for dinner and movie….

Obviously I’m still not in the good mood and I just feel like being everywhere in the world was not a suitable place for me…My friend Harris Zamzairie pay for my dinner at Chili’s and then we continue to watch movie..Eagle Eye……..It was quite entertaining….but deep in my heart I’m still sad with all the things happened to me….

I went back home and sleep around 12.05 am….

Until next post

Its time to say goodbye

2008-10-22T00:17:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 22nd of October....stated in my diary that I have to leave my beloved hometown and country...I have to fly back to Dubai to continue my duty....before leaving to the airport, I went to my mother graveyard and pay my last respect...

I'm sorry mother, all in my live...I swear to Allah swt that I love you so much...and I know that during the time when you alive....I didn't be a good son....sorry for everything,...I regret it in all my life that I don't see you for the last time...only my doa and pray would be you as I'm still alive....

me at mother graveyard

My father and friend sent me to the airport in Pengkalan Chepa...it was sad when I look at my father who is old and still struggling sending his beloved son...I'm appreciate it so much and may Allah would bless my father for what he had done.....I do wish that I would see him again...and do belive..I love my father so much.....

photo of me with my father

lonely father

After snding me, my father and friend went back home..I walked to the departure hall and waiting for my flight...After getting into the plane.....I sat on my seat and the plane flew...Once it flying and leave the ground of Kota Bharu...I start to cry..

I'm thinking that everything would be happens in future...and I do afraid that I could not come back and see my father.....I don't want things happened to my mother would be again to my father....I'm stupid and continue crying until reaching KLIA airport...

Kota Bharu town from the air

Kuala Lumpur International Airport

I'm arriving KLIA at 6.00 pm and my other friends, Imelda and Shafinaz was waiting for me..I'm touching when there's still people who concern for me...thanks for all my friends who called me before I'm flying back...Fawzul, Zafran, Momok and pijan.....thanks for everything..

I went to check in my luggages and I got extra 12 kg..end up with I had to pay RM 950....huh..after that, we went for dinner to the nearby restaurants....and I ate 3 menu...

Imelda and me

Shafinaz and me

This was the foods that I ate before flying to Dubai

Shafinaz and Imelda sending me until at International departure gate and they waving their hands....again I'm crying....my heart was really touch today....I just keep walking and bring my broken heart to Dubai.....may the time would cure it..

I'm getting into my flight at 8.40 pm and the plane depart from the airport at 9.40 pm....don't know what would happen in future and I do pray that It was not the worst thing ever...

until next post...

Bukit Bakar recreational park and Tanah Merah night market

2008-10-21T04:03:00.000-07:00

Only 2 day left for me to enjoy the scenery and live in my beloved land...Malaysia...I went to the grave in the morning and just talking to my father until afternoon....around 3.00 pm, I went out with my friends to the nearest waterfall...but it was not a waterfall basically...just a recreational park that have water area which people can swim and jump around...

at the entrance of the recreational park

me at the hanging bridge

pose at one of the rock...

at the main swimming area

After having fun and tired swimming around, I went back home.....talked to my father, and had my bath...after maghrib prayer, I went to Tanah merah and searching for food at the night market.....this is the first and last night market that i went during my stay in Malaysia....

I stop at Keropok lekor stall and bought fried popiah and keropok...after that, I just searching around....lastly I just stop at a stall and bought 5 pack of Nasi Kerabu....it is for my father, maids and friends

bought some keropok lekor

pose at the foods stall

When my hand was full, I just asked my friend to carry some of it and we went back home....I just fullfill my eating desire and ate like there is no tomorrow...

until next post...

Monday market in Machang...

2008-10-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

It was Monday morning and I had 2 more days to stay in Malaysia...can I just extend my vacation??? he he the answer is NO....after had my bath and get dressed, I went to Machang town which located 10 minutes drive from my house...today is a weekly events...Monday market..where we can find and eat all the cheap things....but In Kelantan..everything is cheap...

Photo of me...Monday Market in Machang

I bought some kuih for my deserts

while waiting for my Roti John

After done all my shopping at Monday market, we then walking to my friend shop nearby to had our lunch there...I had Nasi kerabu with daging bakar, telur asin and fried chicken...

nasi kerabu

and after I finished my meal, I had roti john....this is one of my favourite during ramadhan....unfortunately I can't have it for this year ramadhan...so I considered as payback time...

roti john

At 2.00 pm after had my lunch, I got an appointment with dentist. I done scaling for my teeth and it took about 35 minutes...It's reallu hurt and I was not allow to eat hard food for the whole day...

I went back home and sleep...around 5.00 pm, I woke up, had chit chat with my father and took his motorbike and do 4 round around my village...crazy...being a Mat Rempit for a while..he he..

At night after maghrib, I went to Paloh Rawa to eat the famous Noodle sup at my village area...just cost me RM 3 for a cup of noodle....and I had 2 cups..

eating noodle at Paloh Rawa

After bought some for my father, I went back home and watch tv....until I was falls asleep....

until next post...

Kah Mah Budiman restaurant...a quiet house

2008-10-19T13:23:00.000-07:00

I went to Tanah Merah town to settle down my obligation and personal matters....Only Tanah Merah is the nearest town which have Maybank. After done my work at the bank, I went to the market and bought some groceries...

After that, I decided to go to Kak Mah Budiman restaurant in Tanah Merah to get my late lunch...it is one of my mother favourite restaurant for dining out. I just get an ABC for myself and ordered my mother favourite dishes...Ayam goreng Halia...I went there with my friends and we just eat everything that we wants....especially foods that rarely found in Dubai...

a cup of ABC (Air Batu Campur)

Siakap 3 rasa

set of lunch....cost RM 50 for 3

photo of me with the foods

After done everything, I went back home around 5.00 pm....my father was sitting at the balcony and looking towards the street. Maybe he just imagining and rethinking on the old memories with my late mother.....

I just snap a few photo of my house just for my personal collection to cure myself if I miss my house so much...below is the living room where all the family members were gather and watching movie together...I used to sleep on the floor while my mother would sit on the sofa...but now I was be there alone.....no more mom stay beside...

living area that use to be happening before

birds (Tekukur) that father like to keep

an empty house...father will be lonely and alone

Looking at the house, it makes me sad.....usually my mother would stay at the balcony and greeting us when we come back from work...and when we want to go back to Kuala Lumpur to work...she will be crying and waving her hand to us...that the most unforgetable memories that I can't ever forget in my whole life.....

Now, only father continue his journey.....it was hard for me to leave him alone but I have to...only Allah swt knows what will be happens later....Only wish that I can meet him again...

Until next post.

A day trip to Golok...Thailand

2008-10-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

It was a Saturday morning where I don't know what to do...really...lastly, my friend ask me to follow him to the border of Malaysia and Thailand, Golok town. It took only 30 minutes drive from my house to the border. I park my car near the Custom complex and walk to the Malaysian check point.

I reached Rantau Panjang check point around 2.30 pm. After get the verification and so on....we walked to Sungai Golok check point..the entrance for southern Thailand.

me at Sungai Golok bridge

After walking about 4 minutes, we arrived at Thailand check point and we have to filled in the form to get in to Thailand....I'm lazy to write anything so I just pay at the writer RM 2 just to write and fill the form. Lots of kelantanese came to Golok every day and night.

a worker filling forms...RM 2 per person

After get the certification and so on, we then took a ride to the city center of Golok. There's lot of motor taxi waiting for the passenger at the check point..

my friend with motor taxi..RM 3 per ride

When we arrived at the destination, we just walked and done our photo shoot and window shopping....I just followed my friend done his hair treatment because the cost here is cheaper than did it in Malaysia....that was according to my friend.... I just walking around the shop while waiting for him...

Golok town..this is the place where all the bomb been thrown in town

After he done his treatment, then we went to fulfill my desire...I came here because to eat all the Thai food which I do think was the best ever that can fulfill my taste...we went to the restaurant that I usually go when I come to Golok...its located at the central park of Golok town.

I just ordered everything that was appear in my minds....Siakap, squids, crabs, beef, tom yam and so on...and this were what did I ate...do you think that I'm greed? ha ha

chicken serai

chili's crab

Siakap sweet and sour, tomyam, kerang bakar, crabs and many more

We had our dinner for 2 hour and without realizing that it was dark already...after pay for our food which just RM 110 for 7 dishes and main course....we grab the motor taxi again and took us to the check point....along the way, we stop at the fruits shop and I bought fruits for my father.

Along the way, we saw lots of Thai army manage and guarding Golok area....they bring the bomb sensor and survey everywhere...It was known that lately Golok area famous with bomber and lots of people had been victims and lost their life....fortunately.....my journey was save...

Thai army still guarding the southern area of Thailand

After checking out from the Imigration in Sungai Golok, I went to the carpark where I park my car and drive back home...I reached home around 10 pm...after giving fruits to my father, I had my bath and went to sleep...I was enjoying eating today....don't know when I'll come back and eat it again.....

until next post

I've been tagged...100 facts about Fahimi Shariff

2008-10-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

I was been tagged by my friend Imelda Maya Haris and actually I don't know what to write about me...anyway I just try my best...

100. I'm still single

99. my height is 180 cm.

98. my weight is 79 kg.

97. I love travelling.

96. I'm lonely.

95. I have 2 cats, Bidi (male) and Combi (female)

94. I'm working in Sheikh Zayed Road, Dubai, UAE

93. I'm living in Al-Diyafah, Dubai, UAE

92. I'm a Design Architect

91. I'm from Machang, Kelantan, Malaysia

90. I like to sing.

89. I like to eat everything.

88. But I don't like vegetables.

87. I missed my mother

86. One of my favourite food is Nasi Lemak

85. I do wish that someone will come and love me

84. I don't know where is my place for retirement yet

83. I like to live and work in Dubai at the moment

82. I respect my boss

81. I respect my talented friends

80. I hate back stabbers

79. I just coloured my hair

78. Accidently I just cut my hair

77. I like to buy but now don't know where to keep

76. My housemate hates my cats.

75. I got a white car in Dubai, Hyundai Santa Fe

74. My father is living alone in Kelantan

73. I love secret Recipe cakes

72. I like architecture and travelling books

71. I didn't sleep in my house

70. My bed is filled by my teddy bears

69. I got 20 perfumes

68. I don't know who was my real friend

67. But I try to be a good friend

66. I hate waiting.

65. My neighbour in the office always bullied me

64. Since staying in Dubai...I like to eat Kuih Tepung pelita

63. I don't know how to recite Al-Quran

62. But I'm learning it now from somebody

61. I do think that I'm fat

60. I'm lazy to exercise

59. I like to eat Asam pedas

58. I know how to fishing now

57. I'm always go fishing at Dubai Creek on Thursday night

56. I don't know how to Shisha

55. Apple Bees is one of my favourite restaurant

54. Dubai Festival City is my favourite shopping mall

53. I don't like people organizing my life

52. I don't forgive people

51. I don't be friend with people who always backstabbing me

50. Someone had borrowed money from me.....and I hope he's return in time

49. I don't involved in Politics

48. I try to satisfied everybody

47. But one is difficult to satisfied me

46. I'm saving my money to buy a house

45. But I don't know where is the location

44. I don't like to live in the city during my retirement

43. I like to ask my friends opinion before decide anything

42. I'm almost have everything but not Love

41. I miss to see the sunset in Phuket

40. I love thai foods in thailand

39. I'm crying when I'm sad

38. People always broke my heart

37. I'm senstive

36. I miss to eat at Hartamas square

35. I like to go to Cameron Highlands

34. I wish to go to Venice with my lover

35. One day, I will go to Makkah

34. I hope that I'll be a better muslim

33. I'm afraid of being married

32. I don't like kids

31. I hate people who not be thankful for what they have

30. I hate liars

29. But I got lots of friends who always lie to me

28. I hate to be alone

27. I like Siti Nurhaliza and Noraniza Idris

26. I also like Mas Idayu and Amelina

25. I do like Too Phat

24. My favourite movies is Harry Porter series

23. My favourite TV series is CSI

22. and I also like HEROES

21. I hope that I can maintain my body size

20. I wish that I'm always be surrounded by good people

19. I don't want to meet my enemy

18. I have been betray by my best friend

17. and I hate him in all my life...

16. I'm quite sellfish

15. I like to sleep

14. I hate shaving my beard everyday

13. I don't like to woke up early in the morning

12. I like to eat Laksa Penang

11. I want to build a house in the rubber plantation

10. I'm always think negative

09. I'm happy with my life now

08. I wish that he will love me forever

07. My favourite song now is Ayat Ayat Cinta by Rossa

06. My favourite kuih raya is Tart Nenas

05. I just bought 20 Kek Lapis Sarawak from Eim

04. I always bring extra luggage to Dubai....contains foods

03. I like to listen to traditional music

02. I'm not rich yet

01. I'm 29 years old

I do hope that Imelda is satisfied. But now I want to tagged other people so that he can describe them clearly to me on what their secrets and stand.

Mem Aluyah Kuih Lapis

Aishah Dalila awek hadie

Nurul Aini Ramli...kawanku yg jual baju baby

Aidid arabicax

please describe your 100 facts to all readers...

Until next post

Cameron Highlands to Kuala Lumpur and back to Kelantan

2008-10-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

It was like I've been unconcious sleeping for the whole night...Papa woke me up at 8.00 am and asked me to joined him for breakfast...I quickly had my bath and then get dressed..around 8.30 am, we went to brinchang and had our breakfast...I had Nasi lemak and Papa had Nasi kerabu..

Mama was working today and she was busy preparing her office open house that will be held at the end of the day..

me and Papa Khairani

after breakfast, we went to strawberry farm...another photo of me with strawberry

infront of Papa house at Cameron Highlands

Papa house in Kg Taman Sedia...Cameron Highlands

Papa sent me to the bus station at Tanah Rata because my next bus to Kuala Lumpur was at 11.00 am...after shacking hands and everything, I get into the bus and went back to Kuala Lumpur....along the way, I'm enjoying the scenery that I've never look for the long time...sometimes, I just feels like I'm a tourist who visiting my own country...feels like Malaysia was no longer my hometown.....what a pity...huh

I arriving Kuala Lumpur at 3.00 pm, after went to meet my friend and took my bags that I left in his car, again I went to Bukit Bintang area and done my window shopping...around 6.00 pm, I went to KL Sentral to meet my friends and then check in my luggages...I'm flying back to Kota Bharu with Malaysia Airlines...I'm tired for travelling long hours so I've decided fly back to Kelantan...

My flight schedule at 10.30 at KLIA, I spent 2 hours with my friends at KL Sentral....I'm meeting my old unimates from IIUM, Sri Wahyuni, my adopted sister Zakiah (Ija) and Harris Zamzairie wife and daughter... we meet at Secret recipe and had our dinner there....

me with Sri Wahyuni who is 8 months pregnant

Sri Wahyuni in white, Mila and Putri....Ija in grey and me...

Mila, Harris wife and Putri, their beloved daughter

me and Harris zamzairie daughter...Putri

After had dinner with my friends, I sent them to LRT station at KL Sentral and then pick up my bags. I then went to check in my luggages at the boarding counter at KL Sentral. After done everything, I just bought the KLCAT train to KLIA that took only 28 minutes to reach the destination....

me inside the KLCAT from KL Sentral to KLIA

After went to the boarding area, suddenly I meet my old friends which I know her since I'm working in Singapore before, Datin Ina..wife of Dato' Khir Johari...who also want to fly back to Kelantan..he he..what a coinsidence...we just had a little chit chat and then we just split

me and Kak Ina, wife of Dato Khir Johari...

I arrived Kota Bharu around 11.30 pm, get a taxi and went back home to my house...cost me RM 75 for it fare....huh...after updating my blogs, I just had a drink and sleep...It was a tiring journey for me....but its worth it....I do miss all my family and friends in Malaysia...but I do really miss people in Dubai too..

until next post

From Johor Bahru, Kuala Lumpur to Cameron Highlands

2008-10-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm starting my journey from Tanah Merah Kelantan around 9.15 pm and arrived Johor Bahru station at 9.45 pm the next morning...it was a tiring journey for me and I just get vomitted for almost 4 times on the train....huh....I would not take a train anymore for the long journey...

Tanah Merah KTM station..in Kelantan

After arrived at Johor Bahru, I just took a taxi and went to Kak Nora house in Kg Pasir....my old rental house...I just grabs all my old things and packed on my bags....at 2.00 pm on the same day, I went to Larkin and took a bus to Kuala Lumpur.....crazy right...huh...it took another 4 hours to reached Kuala Lumpur..

photo of me with kak Nora....

I'm arriving Kuala Lumpur at 7.00 pm at night, and my friends picked me up at Hentian Puduraya...after that, he just bring me back to his house at Bukit Antarabangsa...He just bought a new house and he just want to show his house to me...a beautiful penthouse which had been renovated creatively by himself....

After dinner at his house, I just get to the room and sleep...It was totally a tiring journey for me...the next day...I woke up around 7.20 am, had my bath and get dressed...after that done some photoshoot at his house..he don't want me to put his house photo because it was not fully renovated yet..but...it's was a very beautiful house..

me with Kuala Lumpur city as background......the photo not too clear

one of the best view of my friend house interior

view of Kuala Lumpur city from my friend house in Bukit Antarabangsa..

I just followed my friend to his office because I'm planning to do some window shopping and photography shoot around Kuala Lumpur area...We reached Bukit Bintang area quite early...so we decide to had our breakfast first...I just pampering my friends and bring them to J W Marriot Kuala Lumpur....and had our buffet breakfast there....not quite expensive....around RM 63 for 3 people...he he...

me at J W Marriot restaurant

me at J W Marriot

After breakfast with my friends, we just went across to Pavillion to do some window shopping and start comparing the price in Kl to Dubai....he he..

me infront of Pavillion

We went out from the Pavillion around 10.30 and just walking along the Bukit Bintang area...I just walk until I stop at a massage center that can be found at Plaza Bukit Bintang area...I'm just pampering myself and done the body massage for 1 hour..after that, I'm continue done the reflexology massage for another half an hour...crazy..

massage at Jalan Bukit Bintang

After done some window shopping at Bukit Bintang area, I went to my next destination, Hentian Puduraya....I going to Cameron Highlands to meet my Papa and Mama (my adopted family)...seems like 2 years already I didn't meet them..so this time, I've decided to go and meet them again...

Hentian Puduraya

me at Puduraya bus station....waiting for the bus

The bus depart from Puduraya around 1.00 pm, it took about 4 hours journey to the destination....when I arrived at Tanah Rata, mama picked me up at the bus stand and bring me back to the house...after had my bath and get dress, we went out to Brinchang to get our late lunch because I didn't eat anything yet...

me and Zakuan at his house

me at Papa Khairani strawberry farm

Mama Shamsiah and Zakuan after our dinner

I had tom yam and plain rice, after our dinner, we went to opah house located just around the corner to meet the rest of the family...since Hari Raya mood was still there and we just finished all the Kuih Raya that they still have...he he..

Around 8.00 pm after Maghrib, Papa was came back from Ipoh.....and after Isyak, all of us went out again to Mak Ngah restaurant in Tanah Rata to get our dinner...It was raining heavily but we still manage to go to the restaurant..

I just had chicken chop and Papa and Zakuan just had fried rice.....mama didn't ate anything....may be she's on diet....After we done our dinner, around 10.00 pm, we just went back home....Zakuan just sleep early because he got another PMR examination paper, and I just watched CSI until I was falls asleep......It was cold when it was raining outside...

until next post..

Shopping Batu Nesan with my father

2008-10-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

I've promised my father to company him to find Batu nesan for my mother grave...I woke up early in the morning and without had my bath, I went to the nearby town, Machang to find groceries and then buying the Batu Nesan.

I just pass my secondary school which located nearby the town center..It reminds me all the sweet memories during my schooling days...

Sek Men Kebangsaan Hamzah

Machang wet market.....previously we bought our raw food here

After bought some fish and vegetables, we went to Tabung haji because my father want to register his Haj application...may be this is his 5th times went to Makkah to performed his Umrah....don't know this time what his going to do...either umrah or Haj...

After settle down everything, we then moved to the next destination where to find the Batu Nesan for my mother...we went to the shop along the way back from machang to our house..

nesan maker in kg Kemuning

writing all the details to be put at the signage

negotiating with the seller

After listening to her explanation, we lastly decided to take the above Batu Nesan and box. It just cost me RM 400 including the payment for the worker to put down at the graveyard. Around 10.30 am, we went back home and I just continue sleeping while my father just monitoring people repairing our roof which leaking upon the heavy rain....before..

After spending 2 hours make a round my village, at 6.40 pm, I just went back to my house...had my bath and prepared to my new journey tonight...I will be travelling by train from Tanah Merah kelantan to Johor Bahru, Johor....I'm going there to pick up my things that I left in my old house during the time I'm working in Singapore...I'm taking 9.00 pm train from Kelantan and would arrived Johor at 9.00 am in the morning...for sure it would be a tiring journey.....

until next post

Young and Old...my mother in memories

2008-10-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

I don't know the history of my mother...what did I know was she were born in Teluk Panglima Garang, Selangor at 29th October 1928 according to her Identity card, and she was number 7 out of 13 siblings...She had married to someone before my father and had a daughter names Mahanum.....after divorced with her first husband, then she meet my father who was a Kelantanese...and all the stories begin.....

my mother at her young ages

the photo of my mother in Kelantan..just got married to my father

my mother and her friends at Kota Bharu police headquaters

When looking at her old photographs..suddenly i got my child photo..but not so baby la...

photo of me at 2 and half years old

my mother and me at Kg Johan Setia, klang, selangor

my mother( grandmother) with my aunties, friends and father

my mother, her sister in Red kurung, aunties, uncle and father

Everybody was confused when someone say that my grandmother is the one who passed away..to be truth..I was taken by my grandmother since I was child..and I didn't know who's my mother until I'm teenagers...thats why I called my grandmother as my mother..and even until end of the day..she will always be my mother...

my relation with my mother was not so close...because she's not the one who taking care of me and everything...I can accept that She's my true mother..but let the time decide and give me some space for it...

until next post

To my mother Graveyard

2008-10-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

I was unable to see my mother faces before they buried her..I was so sad and can't ever describe my feeling...only my prays and doa would be with her....after had my breakfast in the morning, I went to my mother graveyards at 7.15 am....visit her and recite Yassin and so on...

at the entrance of the graveyard

temporary tent on my mother grave..

may mother rest here in peace

At 8.30 am, after came back from my mother graveyard, I then went to sleep again because of I'm still jacklack...after a while, I just woke up and help them preparing foods for the Kenduri tonight.

At 2.00 pm, my auntie asked my to scan all the old photos of my mom so that we can have the soft copy..I went to Tanah Merah town which took only 10 minutes from my house by driving....I feel hungry because at the time I didn't had my lunch....after went to the photo shop, I then stop at Selera Tepi sungai to get my lunch...

Selera tepi Sungai along the way to Tanah Merah

lots of people came here because of variety of foods served

me with the beef curry bowl in Selera tepi sungai

I had plain rice with telur asin, chicken and beef curry

I had coconut and Apple with Lychee

After had my lunch, I went back home to pick up my Lawyer auntie, Aunt Zairina (cik Lang) to the airport because she want to go back to her house in Ara Damansara...her daughter will face PMR examination this coming monday.

It took me 1 hour and 20 minutes from my house to the airport in Kubang kerian....the traffic was quite slow....we reached the airport at 7.00 pm and her flight will be on 8.00 pm...then I'm rushing back to my house for the Kenduri arwah...

The tahlil start at 8.45 pm and after 45 minutes....we served dinner to all the guest. After that, agains I had chit chatting with my family members and relatives...Dad was being alone and prefer to be quite..

I feel sad looking at him....after I fly back to Dubai, He will be staying alone with our maids...what a pity...all the stupid villagers was saying that my Dad have to married to someone who can take care of him....I'm feeling like want to slap their faces.....stupid...this is not the right moment to talked about that..

until next post

Along the way from Abu Dhabi to Kuala Lumpur

2008-10-10T02:34:00.000-07:00

I was crying like hell after got the news...at 8.30am, I went to Eithad tickets office to get my flight ticket to Malaysia..I just change my tickets which I had bought earlier for 16th October and change its date.....cost me AED 950...hmm...I was crying and crying until Mamat came with Bro Romzi to the office and calm me down...

After got my tickets, I went to my office and wrote an emails to My Design Director, Nizar and Mdm Ivy, wife of TAK which also the HR manager to tell them on my emergency leave..after that, I went home and get packing...Along the way I meet Mdm Ivy with my horrible faces...told her that my mother had passed away and she gave her condolence....I went back home and get pack...

Suddenly I got called from Auntie Hamisiah, asking me and my friends to go to her house...she wanted to do Yassin recitation before I went back to malaysia tonight...At 6.00 pm, I went to her house with Ali Noor, recite Yassin and so on..then had dinner before I left...my flight was at 11.00 pm.

Auntie Hamisian in cream Kurung with me...

Iza and me..her husband Benjamin was not in the photo

Ali Noor sent me at the Etihad counter, after check in, I took a bus to Abu Dhabi airport with Bro Rosli..who was purposely went back to malaysia to celebrate Hari raya with his family...

me at Abu Dhabi airport

Bro Roslie....

We fly from Abu Dhabi at 3.00 am UAE time, and reached Kuala Lumpur aiport at 2.15 pm Malaysian time...

International arrival in KLIA

After landed..I went to the baggage claim to take my bags. After that, I'm running to catch 3.10 pm flight to Kota Bharu...but I couldn't make it.....my bags came out at 2.50 pm....I'm running to the domestic departure but the plane left me behind..Lastly I took 6.30 pm flight to Kota Bharu...along the way...I meet Muzafar from landscape department...he just want to fly back to dubai....after chatting with him...I then check in for my flight.

While waiting for my departure, I had my lunch...quite hungry..but I ordered 2 dishes...really missed Mee Curry and Nasi Lemak...eventhough I couldn't finished it but I only want to feel its taste...

my sinful lunch at KLIA

my plane to Kota Bharu

My family was busy with the Kenduri arwah for the 2nd night, I don't want to bother them to pick me up at the airport...so I just called my friend, Hafizi who stay near the Kota Bharu airport...

Rozhaifizi Hafiz.....my lawyer friend from Kota Bharu

We reach my house in Machang around 9.45 pm and all the guest that came for the Kenduri arwah had left the house...I put all my things and went out to meet all my relatives and had chit chatting...

all my relative prepared Nasi Kerabu to all guest

After had my dinner and had my bath....i just had my rest, chit chatting with my family and sleep...

My mother had passed away

2008-10-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

I received an emergency message from a Guest reader of my blog saying that my beloved mom was passed away..

Straightly I call my home in my home town and the saddest story was happened to me….My mom passed away at 7.45 pm Malaysian time in front of my beloved father, maids, and all my relatives…It was a saddest thing in my life..I will fly back to Malaysia tonight to visit her and pay my last respect…

May Allah bless my mother and put her with all the mukminin….to all my friends and the GUEST…thanks for everything which had you done to me…May Allah bless all of you….

To my mom…I do loved you in all of my life…forgive all things that I done wrong to you…I loved you forever…forgive me for not being there for you….I’m sorry and regret it for all my life…I’m sorry because I can’t talk to you for the last time…you were unable to talk to me through hand phone and I do very sad…I’m sorry and sorry again…

I was very sad to heard that you fell down from the bed last 2 month…I can’t control myself for keep wishing and praying for your to be good again….when I heard from our maid that you just drank milk and eat TEPUNG PELITA everyday as you lunch, dinner and supper…It make me cry…I can’t imagine that you were lying on the bed, hoping and wishing me and others to take care of you…but I were not there…

I’m sorry for not celebrating your last Hari Raya aidilfitri with you…I was greedy to discover the world and left you behind..But one thing that I want you to know is I never forget you and I do love you forever..…

Hajjah Zaliah Bt Osman… my beloved mother..may you rest in peace….Al fatihah

my beloved mother...Hjh Zaliah bt Osman

Blur, blank and sore throat

2008-10-07T22:43:00.000-07:00

There was nothing to say for today’s in my life…I woke up, had my bath and get dressed to the office…I had 4 piece more for Kek Lapis Sarawak which I bought from Eim…and I just bring one by one…as my breakfast….die la…my sugar capacity would be high..he he….

I’m working for Villa project and done amendment on the layout and elevation….there would be a next presentation on Saturday…Means that..the office would aspect me to come on my off day….what a pathetic…unplanned and unreasonable date…anyway..i just try to finished my job before the due date..but looking at the nature of my company…nothing was confirmed until the presentation day…to be truth…I’m sick working in this kind of environment.

I’m too tired and don’t have any idea for my lunch…lastly I just sleep at my place. I still had sore throat and it make my day uncomfortable. My head was headache and even I try to sleep, I can’t make my pain disappeared. I do think that I’ve got fever….maybe I did missed some one too much or maybe I was meant to get fever….sorry for not putting any photo because obviously I didn’t bring any of my camera.

After lunch, I just continue done my work until the end of the day… I should have an evening coffee with my friend who worked in site office but her boyfriend got something to do and she can’t make it at the time that we promised to meet. I had another plan to go to…so we just cancelled the meeting and postpone to the next time…

The management of my company had sent an email saying that there's vacancy for the position of lanscape Arhictect, Project Architect, Design Architect, Quantity surveyor and Site supervisor...for those who interested can send their resume at resume@takuae.com he he....please make sure that you were ready mentally and physically...Its is a toughest Design firm ever in Dubai...so...best of luck

I went home and get my bath, get dress and went to silver sand to pick up my friend Ridzwan…I’ve promised to him to send her wife to Etihad check in counter nearby my office. His wife will flying back to Malaysia tonight after spending 2 weeks with him during Aidil Fitri in Dubai….She just bring one large luggage bag and check in after 9.45 pm…

Her bus would taking her from Sheikh Zayed road to Abu Dhabi airport…but the bus departure at 11.00 pm…we then spent one hour at Falcon restaurant nearby my office and had chit chatting…when the time came, I just sent Ridzwan and his wife and left them to spend their last moment together. I just went up to my office and look at my friends who stay back late doing their works.

After got a called from Ridzwan, I just went down and went back home…I sent Ridzwan to his apartment and I went back to my house. I’m feeling lonely and thinking on what’s going to happened to me in future…Is it this kind of life that I would also have??? Only Allah would know the answers…

Until next post..I miss you…

working as usual...Cityscape Dubai 2008

2008-10-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

I was been tagged by Normi Amilia...my exunimate from UIA..but it was not so dangerous..he he..she just want to see my personal collection of perfumes which I'm rarely shared with other...just because all my perfumes are for ladies...ha ha ha...obviously...I would get flew if I wear men's perfumes...so..Normi..I do hope you satisfied...

Normi Amilia

Gucci rush, Davidoff cool water, Paul Smith flower, Princess Verawang, Alexander Mcqueen, Lolita Lempicka, Love Mochinos, Britney spears, Escada, Elizabeth Arden, CK summer, CK in 2 u, CK euphoria, Incanto Salvatore Ferragamo, Flower by Marc jacobs, Deseo JLo, Aqua

I start my day by went to the office around 8.50 am, replying emails and so on...then suddenly after done all my works, we went to Dubai Convention centre near the Dubai Trade center for Cityscape Dubai which started today until 9th of October 2008.....

I drove my car to the destination and it was almost 1 hour to find a parking...lastlt I just park my car beside the road....and we walked to the destination for almost 15 minutes....as arrived..I snap photos..

me in front of the Zabeel Convention Hall

Adrinfahd and Hadi

We went to our booth inside the convenmtion hall..to be truth..Its almost more than 400 exhibitor at the hall displaying their current and future project...and as for Meydan..we were proud to exhibit the tower designed by Kamil.....Meydan Gateway....Kamil was in Malaysia now for Hari Raya vacation...the sad thing was..His father passed away on the second Hari Raya...May Allah bless him and put him in heaven...Al fatihah...

Meydan Gateway tower...designed by Adzmith Kamil

Meydan Development

While walking here and there, I saw a variety and styles of presentation to attract customers and peoples...one of the way was as the photo below.

one of the developer model representing her brand

new hotel at Mekah al Mukarramah

At 2.30 pm, I feel so hungry...I went to find a restaurant but can't find the cheap one...lastly I bought a set of coke with squid spagetti and mineral water that cost me AED 45...huh

a cafe inside the Convention center

my expensive lunch

After lunch..I just get my desert by walking to each booth and get a free chocolate...he he he...like an oborigines......am I...what ever...

who doesn't attract to this chocolates??

I felt too tired and want to back to my office. I went out around 3.00 pm and went to my car...Unfortunately I got a problems...I can't start my car....I was panic and don't know what to do...I'm losing my voice and people can't hear what did I say..It was horrible...I called my friend to helped and I'm also asked towing car to take my car to the workshop...I was under the sun for almost 1 hour and half waiting for help...thirsty and speechless....

When the towing car came...he help me bu pushing my car on the top of the truck...I tried once again to start the engine...suddenly the miracle happened and I can start my car....unfortunately..I have to pay AED 150 either my car is ok or not...huh..what a pity...I just assume that as another Zakat that should I paid...huh

towing car and my car

I went back to my office and do my work...I'm headache but still can maintain..At 7.30 pm, I went back home with mamat and hadie and we had our dinner at Singapore Deli in Karama...

Singapore Deli restaurant

I had Nasi lemak with bihun sup...cost me AED 45

Mamat and Hadie

Shaharudin and me

After done our dinner, I just sent them home and I went to my house...had some chit chatting with Bro Bokhari...showing him my new Louis Vuitton bag that I bought from Paris and then went to sleep...huh..It was a stressful day for me....

I'm thinking of someone that I love...do he still remember me or not....I missed him so much...I do hope that I can see him again....

until next post

I do love you..but..do you love me

2008-10-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

I reached my house around 2.30 am..after updating my blogs, I went to sleep around 4.00 am….I woke up again around 8.00 am, had my bath and went to the office.

The first thing that I do was typing an official letter to my Design Director explaining where and why did I absent for 1.5 days…apart from that I’m start doing my work as usual… kind of weird when things become normal and we can eat as usual….I didn’t take any breakfast because of don’t have any idea on what to eat…furthermore, I had sore throat and my voice become more sexy and manly..huh…

I got a discussion with my design director on the current project and elaborate more on what’s going to be develop more on the detail design…after 1 hour been in his room, I went out and went back to my place….it’s almost lunch time already….my friends did asked me where to eat..Lastly we went to Nando’s and had our lunch there…

After chit chatting and gossiping, at 2.00 pm, we went back to our office and continue our jobs until end of the day..As usual I went back home and had my bath..after that I went to DIVA to get my manicure and hair treatment..around 8.00 pm, I had my dinner with Sairie at Japengo café at Jumierah 1..I had Nasi goreng istimewa with a plate of sushi…

After everything I just went home and get rest…..thinking on some issued that really bothering my minds.. I really missed people that I loved so much….I called and sms a few people just to cure my heart…There is one that I really hope to hear his voice..but I can’t make it to prevent certain issue…it was very hurt to have this kind of feeling..sometimes I just hoping that I don’t have a feeling…being like a robot and stay alive..It was tiring to get broken heart…

I tried my best to be a good friend, officemate, roommate and so on…unfortunately people just take it for granted and bully me always….some people assume me that I’m a bank which I can produce money whenever they like to get…but when the time to pay..it was very hard to get back what did I gave…

One of the reasons that I can’t ever accepted was about commitment. Everybody have their own commitment..You can’t be so selfish to put your own priority and do not pay my money…people who have dept with other people should pay their dept first and put it as the first priority…. as for me…I’m admit that I’m also owe someone money and would pay it when I meet her even though she was my mother….I have my own responsibility as well…..somehow you have to be thankful to god for born with the rich family and can go anywhere as you can afford.

I’m regret when I had put all my passion and allocate money to help you and you were not helping yourself…even something like holding my things for a second was not negotiable. You were talking that you were tired to entertain or what so ever…Should I asked you a question ever…Have you ever considered other peoples feelings and how do they tired to be with you and become your friend….please be more matured….you were not young anymore….and to be truth….people were leaving you slowly if you never change your attitude….at the end..you would be alone….and lonely…

I’m talking based on my experienced before….I’m the one who is like you …greedy, selfish and like to broke peoples heart…..and what I got now was a punishment from Allah…being alone for now and forever….nobody would loving me and want to be with me….I just give an advised for you and also for me….everybody should be responsible on what we do and ready for everything…..you can talked all the bad things to me to the other people but you have to remember…once you did to me..Allah would pay and I don’t have to make a revenge on you.

I just expressing my feeling and expression now…I’m too tired and can’t even manage my time accordingly…I just put my hope too much for someone and at the end I’m the one who cried without tears and voices. People can critic me on what the way I’m thinking….dear friends….I do love you and I do hope you also love and accept me on what I am…for the one that I love..this love can’t be prevent and I don’t know how to stop…I just wished that I died before you leaving me…

Until the next post…..I do missed you badly….but do you???

end of the trip....

2008-10-04T17:23:00.003-07:00

I woke up early around 7.00 am in the morning..I was not satisfied taken a photo with the Pompidou center last night...I went again in the morning to had a different view...

in front of the Pompidou center..

more photo of me with the Pompidou building

After snap a few photos at the Pompidou center, we had our breakfast before we went to the airport...I just had a tuna sandwich with orange juice...It was the end of my trip this time and don't know when is the next trip..

I had tuna sandwich with orange juice

After done our packing and checked out...the taxi driver which we called earlier pick us up and bring us to the Charles De Gaulle international airport....this is where we took a flight back to Dubai....

view of Charles De Gaulle Terminal 2 International airport

photo of me inside the Airport

more view of the airport...

my flight to Dubai with Emirates airlines

After flying for more than 7 hours, I reached Dubai airport at 12.10 am and straightly went to the immigration and take my luggage....after that..I went out to get my taxi...but obviously..I'm dying to queue..

thousands of people was waiting for taxi at arrival Dubai airport

I got my taxi after waiting for 1 hour and went back home...I reached home around 3.00 am and get to sleep..tomorrow I would start working..and I don't know what would happen later...

until next post

Paris...a romantic city

2008-10-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

On 5.40 am, I woke up and had my bath...after get dress up, had a little breakfast, I continued my journey with Ali from Brest to Paris....Ali's brother Amin sent us at the TGV train station at 6.10 am...the train took 4 hours duration from Brest to Paris...

Ali Noor Razak and Ali Noor Amin

from Brest to Paris.....4 hours by TGV

At first, I slept for 1 hour..after that, i felt hungry and went to the cafe located 4 coach further. I just took an egg sandwich with orange juice....

at the cafe inside TGV

We arrived Paris around 10.20 am.....and I snap some photo at the station...

at TGV Paris

in front of TGV train

me at TGV station in Paris

We have to change from TGV to metro line to go to our Hotel...it was a tiring when I had to carry 3 bags at the same time..huh.....horror..

at the walkalator to metro line

When we get to our hotel near the Pompidou center, we just checked in and then straightly went out to the first destination.....Eiffel tower..in Paris

me under the Eiffel tower

After spend more than 2 hours, we then went to the next destination....Arc De Thromp.....along the way...I still snap photos...

at the river in front of the Eiffel tower

with Eiffel tower from far

We took a cab to go to thr Arc De Thromp...the taxi drop us in front os Louis Vuitton shop along the boulevard of the Arc....this photo was dedicated to my friend...Mohd Rohaizereen Rosli..who was a lawyer for TAK which crazy with Louis Vuitton...

me the Louis Vuitton

After had some window shopping and so on at Louis Vuitton...we then continued walking to the Arc...it was the street to all of the Branded items in the world...and I'm attracted to one of the building...

I don't know what its name...but the Cafe was magnificent

me in front of the building

at the Arc De Thromp

After had a long walked....we took a cab and went back to our hotel to get rest...photo below show the environment surround my Hotel...

Lots of food stalls at my Hotel area

We had our lunch at 7.00 pm and then just had sight seeing after that...the next destination was Hard Rock Cafe Paris....I want to buy some T Shirt for my own collection....we just take a taxi to the place...

Hard rock cafe Paris

me in front of the entrance

When I get what I need....we continued our journey to De Louve...the most famous museum ever in Paris....again...I snap lots of photos...

at the courtyard of De Louve

inside of De Louve

with an amazing structure

me with the glass pyramids

After done sight seeing at the Louve..we walked back to our hotel..the time was 10.30 pm and we suddenly amazed with the outstanding structure by Richard Rogers....Pompidou center

me in front of Pompidou center at night

I was too tired to walked again....I look at a restaurant and went in to fill in my energy...it was a sushi restaurant and I ordered 18 pieces of sushi....

me with the foods....

After had my supper, I went back to the hotel and get rest...It was a tiring journey and I had a happy moment in a day in Paris....tomorrow..I would continue my last journey....

until next post..

The journey continued.....from Oxford to Brest

2008-10-02T13:04:00.000-07:00

I woke up early in the morning, had my bath and then took a taxi to Oxford town....after saying goodbye to Shahrul Yani family and friends, we continue our journey to our next destination...Brest town in france...to visit Ali's brother who worked as Navy Submariner....

We reached the Oxford bus station at 6.00 am, after waiting for half an hour, we rode the bus to Luton airport which took 2 hours......

me at Oxford bus station

We arrived luton airport around 9.00 am. I straightly went to toilet and vomit...don't know what happened to me, but obviously it was because I drank lots of hot chocolate before we took the bus....

at Luton Airport

from Luton to Brest

the cheapest flight in Europe....like Air Asia

view of the airport

Airport

Brest new airport

When I reached at the Immigration, they were checking on my immitation Louis Vuitton luggage...they were comparing with my oroginal Louis vuitton hand bqg and compared the differences....they were very detail and eager to look at the branded items whether it was original or not....huh...scary

Ali's brother wait for us at the airport and bring us back to put all our luggage..after that, he bring us to get sight seeing and tour the Brest city...

Ali Noor and his brother Amin

Amin, Ali Noor brother's house in Brest...France

We went to the shopping mall in Brest town to do our window shopping and also sight seeing...

me in front of the shopping mall in Brest

Ali Noor and his brother

After done our window shopping, we then get a rest at one of the cafe and had our coffee and

me at the cafe at Brest town

we had our tea time at one of the cafe

TGV train station in Brest town

Moulin blanc beach..at the Northern Atlantic sea

After done with our sight seeing, we then proceed to our next destination, carrefour..Amin want to buy some mineral water and other soft drinks for his small Hari Raya gathering at his house tonight...The carrefour here in Brest is just similar with the other carrefour in the world...the only different is they didn't provide plastic bag to put all of our groceries....weird right....he he

Carrefour in Brest town..

Aza...Amin housemate...preparing the Nasi impit and kuah kacang

I ate rendang tok, nasi impit and rendang ayam

with some of the invited guest

After all the guest went back home, we just had chit chatting and then I'm updating my blog as usual.. It was a tiring day for me.....but overall it was exciting and memorable journey...Thanks to Ali's brother, Amin for giving us such hospitality..we would pay it back when you come to Dubai in Future....

Until next post

1st Syawal in oxford...with Shahrul yani and family

2008-10-01T13:03:00.000-07:00

I woke up early today around 6.00 am in the morning Oxford time...today's is 1st Syawal and were celebrating Eid Fitri...eventough in Dubai we celebrate it early one day...I'm now celebrate my second 1st Syawal here in Oxford...

We went to have pot luck buffet foods and Eid Fitri solat at Wholfson College....Malaysian society here had booked a hall for us to celebrate our Festival...Yani woke up so early to prepared the foods...and I just snap a few photo's of her.

Yani woke up early in the morning to cook for pot luck

Yani's daughter..Nurul Fatihah Yasmi bt Rosly

Shahrul Yani was my school mate in University and accidently, my junior 3 years, Syazleen or we called her Abe' stayed with her and study in Oxford as well..they were sharing house with another Malaysian from Kedah..Iskandar....while waiting for everybody..again I snap photo...

Syazleen (abe'), me and Iskandar...in the morning of 1st syawal in Oxford

Yani's friend, Khairi, which also came in oxford to company his wife doing her studies, fetch us and bring us to the event place in Wholfson college hall...He is the son of the current Mufti in Perlis.

son of current Mufti Perlis, Khairi..one of the member of Malaysian Oxford community

The ceremony begin with Takbir Eid fitri for 1 hours and after taht, we continue had our pot luck breakfast...at the mean time...again I do snap photos..

Ali Noor Azhar and me

photo of me at Wholfson college at 1st syawal

inside the hall at the Wholfson college

pot luck foods brings by Malaysian Oxford community

photo of me with all the foods

photo with Malaysian students and family in Oxford

It's was almost 50 peoples attend the gathering...It was fun and we feel like be in our own country...the photo below is the complementary for me and my friends to show that we are happily celebrate 1st syawal here in Oxford.

Yani, her hubby Abg Li and their daugther Nurul....with me

After the events end...we went back to Yani's house and snap photo's again..

Shahrul Yani and me..with sun flower planted by her daughter..

me, Yani, Abg Li, Ali Noor, Hakim and Farhan behind of Yani's house in Oxford

After resting for 1 hour, we went out to spend our day at Oxford city center..along the way, I just snap photo with the signage of the University..

Signage of Yani's University..she doing her Phd in Architecture

in front of the University

We spent our day from afternoon until dark at Oxford city center..I bought a bus ticket to our next destination tomorrow and I had to wake up early....after that, I went to visit Syazleen at her part time job place at Krispy cream cafe....

Hakim, Syazleen and me..at Syazleen part time work place

in front of Krispy cream cafe...Syazleen part time working place

me and Hakim..outside of Krispy cream cafe in Oxford town

After Syazleen finished her work...we then continue to explored Oxford town and snaps hundreds of photo..after a while..everybody was tired and went back home...

with the background of Oxford city center

in front of Christ Church...hostel now for the students..

It was a hectic for me here but it was fun and memorable experiences...

until next post..